joan's blog

2008-01-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

hey hey... i m back to blog le... haha... i start to work le lei... wahaha... so happy... can earn money le... haha... now going to CNY de... every1 brought ur CNY de clothes le ma... hmmm... i have done wif my CNY clothes le... after so many times going to Bugis wif different ppl... haha... i like wat i brought tis yr.. haha... simple and nice... wao... but i nt looking forward to CNY lei... beacause i found is v bored de lor... OMG.... haha... faster end the CNY then wont so bored le... wahaha...

hmmm... talk about other thing ba... erm... some of u... know tat i and my bf fell frm the bicycle rite... frm tat day i dun dare to sit bicycle lor... the xing li zhang ai really v diffcult to ke fu lo.... haha... i nt blaming my bf la... but is jus the xing li zhang ai nia... hope it will faster dun be so scare le ba... haha... hope hope.... hee

OH ya... i re-borned my hair again lei... and i cut my hair till my shoulder.... frm pi gu cut till shoulder lei... haha.... now my head so light.... so good.... nt so heavy le... heee.... hope my tis hair can last long lo.... hee... next time taken my new hair then i post up the pic ba.. heee...

so late le... i better go to bed le... b4 tml nite i gets headace again ba... hee.... take care ar guys... cya.... HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!! i want ang bao frm u... haha... kidding la... i better stop le... nitex...=P

2008-01-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

wahaha... after a century... i finally come back to update my blog... haha

let mi tink wat to say
****tinking**ERM**ERM***

OH!!!!!!

i have graduate frm ITE de... now everyday slack at home... so sian lor... omg... nthing to do sia... BUT luckily i found a job liao le... wahaha... monday jiu start liao le... haha.... hopefully i dun need to say at home and rot le... YES YES!!!! waited so long... hee... oh ya... 20 feb gradaution ceremony any1 going anot... dun left mi alone lei... i will lonely u know... haha... so ppl must come k... hee...

abt my family

hmmm... alot of tings happen in my family sia... got happy de... got sad de... haix... make mi also dunnoe wat to do lor... sian... hope my ah ma dun be too sad la... she nt staying in s'pore bt she still got alot more yr to stay here de ma... so dun be so sad la... i will sher bu de u so sad de lei... i tink she will be back to celebrate ur birthday de la... k... so cheer up ba... hee...

wao... CNY coming le lei... omg... so fast sia... how??? i dunnoe y... i tis yr really dun feel like having new yr lei... haha... the hong bao i took also nt mine... so got new yr or not also the same de la... rite... hee... but no choice la... life still have to go on.... yea??? yup yup... so everyday must be a fruitful ma... haha...

Oh ya.... i recently go apply for part-time poly lei.. haha... hope i can go in lor... then i dun need to go back to ITE for higer course... haha... pray hard...

anyway... new yr reaching in 2 weeks time... i want to wish every1 a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR... stay happy everyone....!!!!

2007-10-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

hmmmm..... i finally finish my surgery le.... haha... nt as scary as wat i tot.... onli when they poke a tings in my hand... wao.. is damn pain de lor... omg...then i waited for 2hr+ inside... then is my turn lo... when is my turn... they put damn lots of tink in my body.... then they put the sleeping medicine in my body... then they put a mask in my face and ask mi to breath in and out Deeply.... at first i jus close my eyes... and i saw a organge tingy in my eyes... then the next min i jiu slp liao le... haha... then when i woke up.... i notice tat i in the recovery room liao le... haha.... wao... i din even know wat they did to mi sia... onli when i woke up... i feel a bit of pain where the place i operation.... haha... after tat they jiu mi some biscuit and milo to drink and eat.... i jus drink the milo... as i have no wei kou to eat the biscuit... lol...

anyway.... i shld thanks My parents , Dear,Clara and his BF.... thanks alot....

To:dad and mummy
thanks taking care of mi... and take leave when u heard tat i have surgery....

TO:Dear
thanks for being wif mi when i tot u i m nervous.... and take care of mi after come out of the recovery room... and i like the flower u brought and the hello kitte u brought for mi... sry to let u waste money...

To :clara And her BF
thanks for coming to see mi... and let u two wait for so long... i really bu hao yi si lei... haha.... And tanks for the letter and ur support... And i will be wif yi han forever de... haha... u two also k.... take care ar.... hee

Damn Lazy

2007-10-07T19:00:00.001+08:00

aiyo... i damn lazy to update my blog lo... haha... recently i have been helping my dad in his office doing all stuff... printing,burn CD and type proposer lo... everyday have to OT de lo... haha... damn busy de... and now still must rush my FYP lo... aiyo... whole dae can dun slp liao le la... lol.... die le... mon need to give teacher to see le wor... so i must work damn hard de lor... haha.... everyday ton lo... try to do as many ras i can lo..... hee....

today when to bugis to eat seoul garden wif dear and his sis... the seoul garden so nice and different frm normally i went de.... haha... tink is jus open nia la... and i also heard that causway point de also renovating tooo... haha.... we eat too damn full lo... and now jus come back frm there... so come and update since so many ppl ask mi to update my blog... haha... TIME NT ENOUGH LE!!!!!!

2007-09-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... so long never com blog le wor... haha... erm... i finally can feed my own hamster le...yea.... haha....

on monday i bring my hamster to school to let sheralyn sees.... they look so cute... omg... haha... alot of ppl carry them and Pei wen took som pic of them... post it to up later.... haha.... and ytd... i finally bath them le... haha... finally not so smelly liao le... haha.... all the cage is full of johnson baby soap... haha.... smell so nice.. haha.... they loves to see mi open the cage cover...because they know they have food to eat liao le... haha.... so cute rite???haha....

let mi talk abt other things.... dear recently having fever le.... see doctor on ytd and got a two day mc wor but he at nitex no more fever le.... but then midnight he got rashes.... he say he keep scratching... so i ask him to faster go to polyclinic to see doctor... and test blood... because i scare he got dengue ma... but he didnt lo... he went back to his doctor... and the doctor say he allergy to the medinction he gave him.... lol... and he extend another day of MC lo... so good... lol....haha... hope he will take care of himself.... don let mi worry le la...haha

today at sch busy doing our interface... wa... i dunnoe how to desgin lo.... haha... hope to degin it faster... haha.... tml going to film our VP3 de remaining.... haha.. hope we can finish filming ba... wahaha.... ok la... let see the pics ba... enjoy!!!

2007-08-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

yea yea... got ppl ask mi must write happy happy entries.... haha.... actually... i everyday also v happy de wor... onli i choose to put up my sad entires in here ma... so tat i can feel more comfortable ma... haha.... i will live v happily everyday de la... haha... don worry guys....thanks for ur care and concernt... haha.... hmmm.... have been two day i have nt meet my dear le... even tml also cannot get to see him too... haha... we today wanted to buy the stuff for our ham ham de... but then last min got meeting lo... so never get to go and buy lo... till fri then can buy liao le... lol... hope it can come fast fast ba... want to see how they look.. haha... stilll got a long long two days to go lo... aiyoyo... hope time can go faster lo... haha... wa... i tml got lots of things to bring to sch lor.... Two clothes and Two high heel.... lol... is damn heavy de lor... haha.... got happy anot... haha... hope so ba... ok la... i gtg le... nitex nitex guys....

2007-08-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

haix haix... i cannot go oversea le la... haix haix... really love to sit flight lo...nvm... wu yuan lo... wad to do... have to do work... who call mi this yr last yr.... haix... no more oversea tis yr le la.... haix haix haix... want to go oversea badly.... haix... then dear say he also cannot go oversea also.... but then.... when i go oversea my heart really relax de... haix... no choice le lor... cannot go le lor... haix...

nvm... let mi talk abt something else... penny today told mi and sher tat she got two hamster want to give us... then sheralyn say she dun want... becoze she no money le... haha.... then i went to ask dear... want to take thoes two hamster ma... then he say he want to take.... haha... but then we no cage sia....then have to leave it in penny de huse le.... haha... ppl where can buy nice nice yet cheap cheap de cage lei... hmm... really looking forward to bring them back to dear de huse... haha....

gtg le la.... take care ar... nitex nitex

2007-08-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

wahhaha... back to blog le... haha.... thanks for ppl's concern... i m ok le... haha... dear brought mi another.... haha... yup yup....

today at sch also nthing happen.... jus go to IGV lesson in the morning then watch "ON THE LOT" which is a competition for the director... haha.... then after tat we went to makan.... after tat jiu go MDP.... then we disccuss our IGV project..... then go mlc.... then never open... so wait till 1pm then can go in lor... then go in le... do do do... then go back to class... then do our website de template lo... then graham came.... then told us tat thur we got class photo.... then all of us have to wear white polo tee or uniform... haha... dun have de must go borrow... haha... then i ask on 31aug got lesson anot... then he say lesson onli till 10.30nia... lol... then i must well dun go to sch.... on tat day right...??? haha...

kkk.... i gtg le la... nitexnitex.....

i hate myself being so uncareful....

2007-08-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

wth.... who u tink u are.... how dare u throw de ball at my head..... i telll.... if i do it to u... u sure willl also dun like de lor.... chicken nugget.... idiot..... i will not going to forgive u at alll.... unless u stop ur stupid attuide lor..... arrhhh..... idiot....better go ask ur gf help u la... if u so celever...next time dun ask mi to help u... i sure will reject de....i promise...

haix.... i even break i do de hp strap for mi and my dear de lor... i tot dear... and my tears jus row down le....haix... i jus put it for abt 10min nia lor... haix... now all gone le lor.... haix.... really v angry he do tat to mi lor... fucker.... tis is the first time i m so angry lor.... i feel like killl him right now lor.... then most i stay in jail nia ma.... or hang to death lor.... at lease i revange lor... i have enought of him le lor.... hate to see him ar.... since frm young... he never treat mi as a sister at all... and frm today onward i will not treat him as a brother at all.... i promise... arrrrrhhhh....

i really damn sad lor... even dear console mi... the feeling still the same de lor....i crying now lor... when i type tis.... i do tat is mean for our 1yr de lor... now all gone liao le... sob sob...haix... nthing is going to replace it le la.... haix... if i dun put it in my hp.... then it will nt break liao le.... haix... really hate it....i really hate myself being so uncareful....haix... arrrrrhhhhh......

2007-08-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

hihi.... ytd is mi and dear de 1yr anniversary wor... haha... so happy... waiting for tis day v long le... haha.... we ytd in the after we go eat at np... then heading to AMK hub to watch Rush Hour 3... then we reach le... the time for the show is 1.20pm... but we reach there at 12 nia... haha... so we jus go walk walk... then i told dear i want to do mainicure... then we go to nail palace to do... haha... at 20 min jiu hao le... then i put pink colour for my nail... haha... i like it v much lei... haha... after everything... i take my bag.... then i make till my nail lor... omg... spoil liao... so fast lor... haix... never mind la...do it another time... haha... hmmm... after tat... we went to watch rush hour 3 le lor... haha... nv regret it at all... nice to watch lor...haha.... after tat we two jiu took 133 to suntec city... then reach le.. we go to the cinema... then dun have i want to watch de SECRET lor....haix... so sad lor....then nvm...we go eat ma la gou... wa lao eh... that is damn HOT de lor... eat until i keep crying... omg....then we all sort of wasting money.... because we two only eat two round nia lo.... and we waste alot in the pot...haha.... nvm la... then we jiu walk to buis junction to see got anot... but then also dun have.... aiyo.... then dear say... go yishun watch... reach yishun le.... again dun have.... wth... haix.... nvm... wait for the DVD out them watch ba... haha.... after jiu go np walk walk and buy something for my sis... then jiu go home le... haha... i took some pic ytd.... and my 1yr gift.... haha...

mi and dear took at bus 133 de...

i do menicure de... nice???

dear give de doggies

this is he give de box!!!

tis taz is he give de...

he give de stawberry hp stand

my favourite tigger

2007-08-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... jus finish sort some of my pic in my hp de.... and i notice have some nice nice pic share wif u all later... haha... today dear give mi our 1st yr de present lei...haha... wao.... sooooooo bigggggggggggggg lor... haha... omg.... haven open it yet.... think on 24 aug then willl open ba... haha... but i already know inside is one biggggg DOG and a Taggz... but their look i dunnoe... haha.... looking forward to tat day... hope i really can enjoy tat dae.... hope my dear can let mi do anything i want.... like example went i distrub him... he jus play wif mi lo... ect ect lo... haha...i will post the pic when i open up the present ba.... ok la... late late now le.... enjoy those pic ba.....

took after i finsh playing in wild wild wet

mi and cousin

mi and kai yuan

mi and brevian took on teenage icon

my 11mth anniversary flower

mi and xian tao
taken when we meets

2007-08-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

aiyoyo... my mood recently keep up and down without any reason lo... haix... now also suddenly feel so down... i also dunnoe y lo... haix... dunnoe wat happen to mi lo.... haix... dun care la.... no one know too.... onli tell my best frenz then really feel better lor... she always manage to cheer mi up no matter wat.... really must thanks her.... haha... i two days never get to see my dear le... due to 7th mth...the hungry ghost festival thingy.... we two habe to go home earlie.... so will have fewer time meeting each other le... haha..... tis make mi feel nt good....jus hope tat tis mth will go faster ba.... haix.. hmmm... today at sch nthing much happen la... so i shall end her.... nitex....

2007-08-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm..... back to blog le.. i got alot alot of things want to say... write here also cannot finish say..... got good de .... bad de.... jus too much la.... haha... i shall pick some things and say ba.... wad to say lei... oh ya... today i go see my cousin de ROM pic... wa... so is so pretty lor... and look so xin fu... so envys... haha...like no one can be more xin fu le... haha... even though i already xin fu le... haha....look so good... haha... recently also go alot of tings happening la... haix... better dun say... haha... enjoy ur weekend

5aug07

2007-08-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... ytd got somethings happen... we two got into some quarrel.... and dear is so firece lor... he shouted at mi... because of someone... he tink tat i like tat person... lol... Lame... y i would like tat person.... OMG..... haha... and he go tell my cousin... then my cousin go tell tat person lor... omg....make mi feel so bad... haix... but nvm la... since i also never talk to him liao le... due to some reason la... haha.... hope tis tings can cool down lor... haix... dun want to see any tings happen to any ppl.... haha... sry guys lei.. i so long also never blog liao... u guys also fast fast tag mi k... haha.... tml going to causway to disscuss work wif my frenz... then go yew tee wait for dear... then go home tgt... haha....ok la... late late le... all i want to say is to tat guy... i m sry to drag u in... hope u dun mind... and forget wad we have done to u.... haha... gtg lo... nitex nitex...

woooo

2007-07-31T21:31:00.000+08:00

wahaha.... it have been along time since i come and blog le hor.... i got alot of pic want to put... but my pic cannot dl to my com... haix... next time then give u all see.... haha... recently got too many things happening... i tink i shall not elaborate le... haha... ppl tag more k.... hee... i gtg lo.... take care... nitex nitex

take care...

2007-07-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

hey... i m back le... haha... today when tgt wif my dear to change his hp.... his N73 always got problem de lor... lousy phone... he cannot tahan it so go and change a new one and trade the old one de.... haha....we walk alot of shops...then cannot find a good price lor... then when we go to the 2nd level... and we walk in to the motorola shop and we see see look look... then... dear decied go and ask how much they will afford to give when he trade in his N73... and he give alot lor... then he ask wad phone dear want to buy... then dear ask him to recommend dear... then he ask us to sit down... then he took out a w660i.... and tell us alot of things... lol... tink i shall not elaborate... haha.... then after tat we went back dear de huse to take his phone box... as he forget to bring there... luckily tat second hand shop is at interchange nia.... haha.... after tat... we jiu went home le lor... haha.... tml have to go sch again le lor... lol.... gtg go slp lo...nitex nitex....

enjoy enjoy

2007-07-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz... i m back to blog le... hmmm... i have change my link in order to nt let thoes stupid ppl come and distrub... haha... today go to dear de ah ma's birthday.... then went to jurong de restruant eat... ok lor.... get to talk to some of his cousin... haha... and i tink his ah ma likes mi alot... haha... so happy... haha... really enjoy spending time wif them.... haha....i really enjoy today... haha... 9 aug... going to meet them again le... haha.... hope will enjoy tat day too ba... hee.. nthing to say le la... take care.... ppl tag k....

idiot gal...

2007-07-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm... so long never come and blog le wor...haha.... i really dun understand y must tat gal come and distrub us... we also never did anything wrong to u.... we dun even know who the hell u are.... if u want to say all those things rite... u come and find mi... since u know who m i... i tell no matter wat u do.... we two are going to be together de ok.... so wat u write all the stupid things.... i warned u... better dun come and distrub us anymore.... i think i dunnoe who are u in my true friend test meh the yihansuxjoansuxtooo.... huh... see ur words... i already who the hell u are ok... u better stop coming to my blog... and do those stupid things ok... and pls lor... be more mature lor... idiot.... life are nt going too change because of u lor.... u better wake up.... spoiling ppl life is nt good to u also.... u better stop tis b4 i go sarcastic things to u....

sry guys.... i didnt mean to scold ppl here de... haha... i now still at sch lo...
haha... 6 then can go home le... haha..... ok le la... i better go busy b4 my teacher and my grp member start to scold le... haha....

hee

2007-07-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz yoz... i m back to blog le... i recently damn stresst de wor... FYP come le... and startig to plan for FYP... got rejected once... and we have to re-do everything... haha... but nvm la... tings will get imporve more le... haha... i really working damn hard for all my project and all my modules... if any of my subject got and C i sure will burst in tears de... i swear... my min grade i want to get is a B.... but the most i wish to get is A lo... i m serious...haha... aiya... dun say le... haha... so how u guy de sch.... u all so got FYP rite.. haha... must jiayou o... hee... take care...

2007-07-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

haix... so sad lei... nobody come my blog de lei...haha... wa.. start sch 2 days le lei.... and i felt so damn stresst de lor... omg... headace ar.... everyday 5 then can go home lo... then the final yr project lesson hor.. wa... for alot of hours lor... omg.... headace ar... but we can use tat time to do our work...haha... recently things got happening lo... and i want to say sry to my dear.... i have been giving him black faces for these two days... sry sry... really having lots of thing happening at a time...my head really cannot take it anymore... pls jus dun care abt mi... a few days later i will ok de.. k.... really late le... i gtg le... hee..

yea....

2007-07-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz... come back and blog le... haha... today my dear take leave to accompany mi lei... so happy lor... and so surpise... haha.. i stay at his huse awhile... then we go watch transformer.... can say the show okok lo...but tink for those ppl who like robots... will like it damn much... haha... dear like that show damn much... haha... thanks to jaslin... tml we are going to NDP parade....haha... dunnoe need to wear red anot... think i try to wear ba... haha.. i dunnoe lei... if everybody wear red... we never so wired de... haha... yea... so looking forward de... hee... anyway.. congrat my cousin getting in to the semi-final... haha... jia you jia you... dun hong le... then forget us o... haha.. jking...

2007-06-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

haix... i really habe nothing to blog lor...reallie have nothing tat i have done today...haha... i jus come here and update nia.. gtg le... bb... nitex....

miss my laogong.. muackkies... even though u dun want mi to write le... but i still write le... haha....

yea yea

2007-06-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

yea yea.... tml and fri my dear off lei... haha... he can accompany mi le... wahaha... damn happy de... dun need to be bored at home le... haha.... u know wat... i really hope tat dear can treat mi so good forever... really... haha.... dunnoe where we want to go tml lo... haha... singapore so small... no place to go de... haha... nvm then... we shld decied tml... haha... fri... dear need go for a walk at city hall there... where u can watch the ndp de place lo... haha... i dunnoe how to spell ar... haha... that all i want to say le... today really nthing much... wahaha... oh ya... today.. result out le lei... i do damn bad de lor... haix... so dissapointed de... i really need to work hard next semester le... really... no more book keep in locker le... everyday must bring home... haha... so tat i can study... hmmm... jiu lei tat decied ba... hee... ok la... i think i better stop crapping le... b4 u all dun want to come to my blog and read le... haha... guys... pls tag... my tag box really damn cold de lor... soon will snow le... haha...

Shawn is out... OMG

2007-06-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

Help ar....i really feel damn bored at home lor.. arrrrh.... my mum brought mi vcd to watch... but think i will stilll feel bored lo... becoze my dear nt beside mi ma... haha... mushy again hor... haha... wat to do... who call mi fall in love wif him lei... haha... who can help mi... ask mi go out la... haha... i also hope i can ba...lol... anyway... i want to say abt ytd de CSS2 lo... OMG... i m so surpise tat shawn the small guy OUT le lei.... haha... think CSS2 nothing much to watch le... haha.... since the small boy shawn out liao... tink Jason chua.. u must be v dissapointed rite... haha... u say he 90% will win de... but now he haven reach semi-final he jiu out le wor... haha... hope he got revial competition ba... also hope tat he will be back... haha... tink mi nothing to say le... hee... take care...

wat an Sian dae

2007-06-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm....today damn sian at home.. haha... stared at the wall lo... then dear today first day then while waiting for interview he nothing to do... so jiu call him and talk to him lor... haha... then talk talk wif him... then he say need to go for interview... then i jiu put then the phone lor... haha... then watch tv till 4.50 like tat jiu go bath... then wait for dear de call... then at ard 6 like tat... his call then come... then must wait for him to reach the MRT then i go out... so wait and wait and wait... he finally listen to my call le.... and he told mi he reach MRT le... BUT my bus jus ran away nia lo...then when i reach there he reach liao... did able to wait for him to come out... haix... so jus forget it lo... then i go rebate the standard card... then jiu go np while walking there i wanted to hold his hand but he say cannot...think is their rules ba... then i start to get a bit sad la.. haix... but didnt show too much too... till he talk to mi... and i answer must... then he know something wrong wif mi le...haha.. but i say nothing... haha... reach le we go buy mac and starbuack and then we back to interchange... while walking back... we go buy things for my sis... then reach home le... then she say my maid had brought for her too... lol.. waste ppl money... haix... forget it...haha... tinks tats all for today lo...nthing much la... haha

sunday

2007-06-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

yoyo... i m back to blog lo....

today is our 10mth de anniversary... but seems like is nothing... haha... think we use to it le ba... did not celebrate much at all... haha... we onli went to aijisen and eat our lunch/dinner... haha... then we walk walk around.... lot 1 and explore a bit about CCK nia lo... haha... then jiu wait for dear de dad to bring us back home... haha... then while we waiting for his dad...we talk talk at the bus stop lo.... since my leg v have step on lemon... haha... then talk talk... his mum call and say she want to eat chandol... haha... then we jiu ask his dad bring us go buy lo... haha... then buy le.. jui come back le lor... tats all for today liao le...

tml dear will be going to kranji camp le... hope he everything will go well there... i also hope tat he can come back every single day... haha... wish him all the best ba... hee...

he is finally back....

2007-06-23T17:59:00.000+08:00

hahah.... he is finally back le... haha... now at his huse... haha... since my huse de internet cannot use....so use his com and come and blog lor... haha.... come to his huse... since in the afternoon... he told mi alot of tings abt his army.... he seems like enjoying himself there... haha....hai mi worry abt abt him so much over here lor... haix... zao zhi dao... dun worry le... haha.... bt thats to late to say that... haha... he also get to know alot of frenz there too... haha... seriously say la...i abit jealous lo... haha... he now at my side saying that he didnt enjoy himself there... because he told mi onli those part where he enjoy nia... and which only stand 5% of his days... haha.... i also thinking of that... how i wish i could go army with him.... then i can share all the memory wif him le... haha... maybe i tinking to much le ba... haha... aiyo... dun say le la... i go accompany him liao le... buaiiss....

2007-06-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

yea.... tml dear is going to come back le... i really hope the time can come faster... really.... i want the time to go faster... so that i can get to see him soon... how m i going to spend my time tml???? hmmm... go out??? or stay at home till time to go out... haha... i dunnoe lei.. haha... who can ask mi to go out tml... haix... nvm... tml going to come le... i finally can get to see him le... yea... wow.... my dear is post to kranji camp lo... then he have to go out v earlie in the morning.... haha... hope he every nite can come back home ba... haha... then i can see him... haha... dunnoe la... our result going to come out le o... guys worry anot...???? haha... i worry like hell lo... hee...

tink shld stop here le ba... hee...

2007-06-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm... my internet dunnoe y cannot use lor... i now at outside... so i can use...haha....today went out wif xiang xiang,jason,guan zhang and xian tao... haha... we went to eat laksa and eat ice kachang...haha... after they we walk walk around the northpoint and we saw joesphine and her cousin... i tink... haha... she look damn blur... haha... and like dunnoe us wor... haha.... but never mind la... then we also went to take neoprint to... haha... we take two times... first time... dunnoe the selection is inside... then we notice onli left few sec nia... so onli choose two nia... haha... then we decied to take another one lo... haha... then we went home le... and i now thinking abt my dear till i have no appetite lo... so i decied not to eat to nite le... haha... going to starve today... haha... a diet day... hee.... today dear sms mi alot alot... i really hope tat he is all long wif mi.... i really mi him alot alot... i never have tis feeling b4 when he went to taiwan... i got miss... but never so much as tis time lo... haha... tink i have drop v v deep le... haha.... dun think i mushy la... haha... miss him to much till dunnoe wat i m doing liao... haha... i got go le... buys help mi do truefriend test and tag mi too k... haha... thanks...

2007-06-19T10:01:00.000+08:00

sign off, joan

I m so sad

2007-06-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

i m so sad today.... basically abt two things.... 1st things is... today is my dear de first day for NS... i sent him to pasir ris interchange... and we sit there awhile and chat... after that dear jiu go for his NS le.... and i start to miss him so i my tear start to come out... u guys dun scold mi or say mi le la... maybe u all will say five and half days nia ma... v fast de la... ya... i know... onli five and half days nia.... but the feeling jus come like tat... i also cannot help... so jus let it out lo... haha... but jus now he sms mi and tell mi tat he may come back at firday.... i also hope... i really miss him damn much...

2nd thing is.... yesterday dear quarrel wif his mum and sis.... dunnoe abt wat la... then dear seems like using mi and quarrel wif his mum.... and i read his sis de blog... she is so angry... and start to scold by using YOUR GIRLFRIEND BIGGEST LA.... and in her sentence got alot of girlfriend... hmm... maybe she is v v angry ba.... she seems like dun like mi all... haix... i also dunnoe wat to do le... shld i sms his mum and say sry....???? i dunnoe.. haix.... i see how ba....
even though her words not saying mi... but its still hurt... and i m not blaming her also...

thats all i can say le... i dunnoe if she get to read my blog... but nvm.... i also cannot beg her to like mi too.... so jus let it be ba... haix... no choice....

Happy father's day

2007-06-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey... i m back to blog le...

today... earlie in the morning wake up bath then we go to k-box and sing and also take our lunch there... haha.... we onli sing 3hr nia... damn short lor... haha... then after singing.... we went back to dear de huse and rest... rest le... then jiu go celebrate father 's day.... haha.... nthing to blog liao... so shld stop here lo....

anyway... tml dear going to army le... i missing him lots le... muackiies...

two days

2007-06-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

yea... i m back to blog le... hee...

Friday
i today go out the whole day wif my dear... at 10plus we went out of my huse and we took sliver cab to Shaw tower....then we took our lunch....nasi lamak... yea... the side dish is so nice... and the fish too... woow... dear also order popiah.... their popiah also damn nice de... but i too full liao... dun eat much lor.... onli eat few onli... After eating... we walk frm Shaw tower to suntec city... then we went to K-box and Sing... yea... so long never sing le... so we went in.... sing frm 12.30 sing sing sing till 5pm ... woow... got 4.5hr to sing wor.... haha... bt dunnoe y... we sing like no strength de lor... lol...then after singing we went to sentosa.... we went to sit cable car... somemore is glass cabin wor... haha... then reach sentosa le... we go take sky ride... and my dear again scared... but tis time at lease better.... he dare to take pic.... haha.... then we reach siloso beach... and we faster go buy song of the sea....
after buying... we saw alot of ppl queueing for the entrie... woow... v v v long... we both also shock ar... haha..so we faster go queue.... then its time to go in... we fast fast go in and find seats... haha... then the show start le... and i never regret watching that... haha... u guys also must go watch o.... hee... then after that we went to eat.... then go home le... hee...then we went to take taix back home... when we waiting for taxi.... we saw the taix is vancant then the taix drive up then come down thery are on call le... WTH.... watse our time lo... haha...bt i really enjoy the day v much.... haha....

Saturday
today is my sis de so call big day... haha... is something abt our traditional thingy la... i also dunnoe how to explain.... after everything.... we play majong majong.... and i lost alll my money... haha... no luck la...haha.... after playing.... we went to sim lim square to buy things... then come back home le... haha...

tml i going to k-box again wor.... haha... after tml... dear will go to army le.... i sure miss him damn lots le... haix...

welcum back to my blog....

2007-06-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

yoz.... last few week... i close my blog... but now i re-open it... because closing the blog is so wired... cannot share my feeling wif u alll... haha... i even change my blog skin... hope u all like it also..... hmmm... tml i will be out for whole day... because dear want to bring mi out to play... yea....finally can go out dear for long long le.... hope everything goes well tml... i will also listen to dear tml... because tml is going to be the last time we going out to play b4 he goes to army... haha... i also hope we dun get back home to late... orelse my mum will start to nag nag le.... haha.... anyway...guys...now sch holiday le lei... must enjoy k.... i hope i enjoy myself too... recently i m broke le... so no money to go out le... sob sob... i want to save back all my money.... haha... hope so ba... hee.... now v v late... i want to go slp le... orelse tml no strength go out and play... haha.... nitex nitex..... oh ya... remember to tag my blog ba... thanks... hee

hee

2007-06-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

wa.... i damn lazy to blog de la...haha.... everyday also the same... that y never get to update...haha... yesterday my family and my dear went to pai sir ris park to ride bicycle... haha... we jus go there ride one hr.... the go home liao... lol... so wu liao... but it is still fun lo... haha... so long never ride bicycle wif my family le...haha... tml mi going to stay at singapore hotel jus for 1 nite nia... haha... 1 nite nia... haha... like tat also fun... wat to do... my mum have some discount de coupon tat y we got the chance to stay there... haha... after check in... think we will go to k-box and sing... haha... we sing till night lo... wahaha...i hope we can enjoy tml... hee... i gtg le... take care...

take care,
joanne

finally

2007-05-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

wahaha... i finally can blog my com le... haha... test is coming le... guys... must work hard wor... haha... hope u all get good marks huh.. haha... hmmm... i was so surprise tat rei kun are going to married le.. OMG... at our age... he is married... i really dun believe lo... haha... but never mind... wish him xing fu mei man... haha... i got nthing to say le... nitex nitex

take care,
Joanne

2007-05-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

hee... i m back here... hee... but i got nothing to write lei... haha... jus come and write things onli... haha... gtg lo...hee

take care,
Joanne

THANKS GUYS

2007-04-28T12:19:00.000+08:00

thanks guys... if i dun have u all de support i think i cannot walk till here le... thanks for courage mi when i m down...thanks for console mi when i crying... haha.... i shall one by one thanks...

YiHan
thanks for supporting mi when i need u... thank for concerning mi when i feeling sad... thanks for always tolerating wif my stubborn... i will miss u everyday when u go to NS de... even now to... muackz... love u loads...

Shiying
thanks for consoling mi when u saw my my msn writing i m crying... thanks for sharing the things u when thru... thanks alot...

Brevian
Thanks for helping mi when u say that person wrote de things in our tag blog... thanks alot... haha... u are always my hao mei mei... hee

Mummy(baox)
Thanks for all ur loves and care... really i miss u alot to...u are my mummy 4 ever.... i going to be alone soon le... must ask mi out always k... muackz...

Xian Tao
darling.... i dunnoe u will see this blog anot la.. but i still want to write... I MISS U ALOT.... sry... when u ask mi to go out i never... and always wif my bf... sry lei... i hope u dun mind k... still treat mi as ur BEST Friend...k... because both of u two cannot be replace by any other ppl le...

Sheralyn & Jasmine
Thanks u guys... u are always manage to make mi smile whenever i feeling sad... maybe u all dunnoe la... but i really want to tanks u all... u two can be mine bao bei... haha... i hope can.. if nt the forget wat i say ba... haha... hee... thanks lots...i will never forget u all de... i will ask u all to be my bride sister de... hee...

Angela
thanks for jus now... telling mi nt to be angry haha... i now nt angry le wor... haha... i also dun want to care that immature person... she siao de la...no matter wat she write there i also will ingore de la... so i m ok... haha

Bryan
Thanks for asking mi to cheer up... i m ok le la... u r the one who need to cheer up ba... u keep tink of that gal also useless lor... she also dun like u.. dun waste ur time wif her le la... find other gals ba...u dun so fast jiu like someone la... ppl also dunnoe u yet... of coz they will nt go wif u la.. haha... up to u to choose ba... hee

all i can say... Thanks to every one... thanks everyone who have concern mi... hee...

take care,
Joanne

sry abt ytd....

2007-04-27T08:22:00.000+08:00

hey guys... jus dun care my yesterday de blog.... is maybe i really miss him damn much... and i haven have any preparation at all... haha.... somemore i maybe to tired also la.... haha... after so many ppl consol mi yesterday... i feel better... but still feel abit sad nia la... haha...

wa... i now having sore throat lo.... n my voice dun noe like wat lor... omg... after yesterday... i got sick... haix...i think i also got fever lor... aiya.. i dunnoe lei... haha... my right hand also v pain... because two dae we have been video for our lab work... and somemore my bag ytd also v heavy... thats y my hand now v the pain... cannot move to fast.... orelse it will be v pain... haix... hope it can ok soon ba... haha...

take care,
Joanne

I miss him really much.... haix

2007-04-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

Haix... i m so sad now... my dear is going to army so soon le...y suddenly like tat... stupid... i now see dear really v little le lei... and tis is going to be for another 2yrs... 2 yrs lei... u know how long anot... really v the long lor... haix... wat i m going to do for tat 2yrs... wat will happen on the next 2 yrs???i really dunnoe lor... i v scared lor... really v scared lor.... haix... how la... haix... i dun want to become another AML lo....haix... N now i m crying now lor... haix...nobody noe it ba... haix... alll i can say is i really v miss my dear lor... haix.... imagine i have to ba all alone for the next two yrs... and onli can see him for onli 24hr in a week... how can i tahan...haix....
i dunnoe la... i really v v the sad lor... haix... wat shall i do... i really dunnoe le la... he dunnoe i m crying now... and he is laughing and laughing lor... i really damn sad now la... haix...

haix... really no mood to do things le la... i think i tonite also cannot slp le la... haix...all i can say now i really v v the sad lor... haix...i dun want to say anymore le.. the more i type... the more i m crying... haix... hope tat day can come slower... haix...

take care,
Joanne

nthing to blog...

2007-04-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

haix haix haix... sch start le.. haha.... so how guys... How is ur sch life... haha... min still e same lor... late late go late late go home... haix... so sian lor... haha... nvm... i also dunnoe wat to blog for today wor... haha... write till here ba...

o ya... Gz can teach mi how to make own blogskin ma... i want to do for my blog de...since u all ask mi to change... haha... saw this blog... Msn mi k... thanks... hee

take care,
joan

Sch starting le...

2007-04-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

hmm... Left two more day sch will be re-opening soon le... haha... time really past so fast... and it is time to get back to work le... haha...i really hope this time de timetable will get better... really... dun everyday so late then go home... like tat then got more time to do things ma... also need to rush our work...hmmm.... i start sch le... i also hope my dear can go in to ploy... then he dun need to go to NS so earlie le... then i also will not onli get to see him once a week le... haha... hmmm... the rest of my two days... i wish i can spend wisely... haha...after 6-7weeks time we will be having our exam le.... haha... hope i can get back to my 3 ba... i really hope... haix....i really want to go to poly...haha... i will work hard tis time round... hehe... pray for mi ba... hee... u guys too k... hee...

take care,
Joanne

Thanks

2007-04-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

hello... i m back to blog le... lately there are alot of ppl concern mi becoze i m sad... Thanks alot... it has been much better le...Thanks for all ur concern... really... haha... last few mth is really a bad mth for mi... everything jus goes nt my way at all... that y i m so sad... haha... now got better le la... so u all don worry le k... hee...

Yesterday... i fall down wor... from the bicycle...haha... n i got injured le... now my leg is damn pain de... haix... pain wor... later go bath also will v pain also lor... aiyoyo... Nvm la... hope it can OK b4 mon ba.... haha

Mon start sch le wor... guys how... i know u all don want sch to re-open rite... haha... last time i want to sch re-open as fast as it can... but now i don want le... i want to accompany my dear ma....haha.... bt no choice la... sch re-open le... then have to go lor... anyway.. i have also rest enought le.... is time to get to work le... soon our exam is coming also... haha....

ok la.. guys... tc k...i gtg le...

take care,
Joanne

hee

2007-04-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm....two week of holiday goin to left onli one le... sob sob... so fast.... but never mind... i miss my buddys le... haha...mon my dear having chalet lo... and he ask mi to stay overnight over there... but my mum jus inisted mi nt to stay... jus becoze they are my dear frenzs-_- .... wad a lame excuses... i also know them ar... and my dear also will protect mi de ma... scare wat... i also dunnoe lor... somemore onli one night nia... lol... haix... now never mind le... dun need to go le... -_-haha... because dear change his chalet de date le... lol.... haix... then never mind lor... is fate la... haix... i was hoping my dad to say yes de lei... but now dun lo... haha... never mind la... haha... today is Gd fri lei...hope u guys enjoy ur day lo... hee... gtg le... tc...

take care,
Joanne

haix'

2007-03-30T21:23:00.001+08:00

hmmm... wat is holiday mean... izzit means tat we shld realx and enjoy myself...???? but y my mum keep saying mi tat i always go out...it she mean that i have to rot at home... stay at home every single day.... i not last time le lei... i nt a single like last time le... i nw have bf lo... and i want to accompany him wat... y cant she see tat...???y cant she understand... haix... y u must say my home is a hotel??? if it is a hotel to mi... i will nt bother to come home earlie... i always want to reach home earlie then her... but she always reach home earlie then mi... then wad i can say... haix... i also dunnoe la... i decied le... i will stay at hm and face the wall till i bored to death... haix... wad a holiday i have sia... haix... eought le la... haix... headace...

i also dunnoe wat to do... dear also dun want to come to my huse... because of my sis... and i cannot go to my dear huse...then i go out also cannot... then how m i going to see dear like tat... haix... i so fan now lo... and nobody know... luckily got here to let mi say out everything... haix... think dear will onli know tis tink in the mid-night le... haix... gtg le...bb

take care,
joanne

haix'

2007-03-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm... wat is holiday mean... izzit means tat we shld realx and enjoy myself...???? but y my mum keep saying mi tat i always go out...it she mean that i have to rot at home... stay at home every single day.... i not like last time le lei... i nt a single like last time le... i nw have bf lo... and i want to accompany him wat... y cant she see tat...???y cant she understand... haix... y u must say my home is a hotel??? if it is a hotel to mi... i will nt bother to come home earlie... i always want to reach home earlie then her... but she always reach home earlie then mi... then wad i can say... haix... i also dunnoe la... i decied le... i will stay at hm and face the wall till i bored to death... haix... wad a holiday i have sia... haix... eought le la... haix... headace...

i also dunnoe wat to do... dear also dun want to come to my huse... because of my sis... and i cannot go to my dear huse...then i go out also cannot... then how m i going to see dear like tat... haix... i so fan now lo... and nobody know... luckily got here to let mi say out everything... haix... think dear will onli know tis tink in the mid-night le... haix... gtg le...bb

take care,
joanne

happy

2007-03-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm... think for a long time ... since there no ppl who reads my blog expect my dear and some another ppl.. then i think i dun close le... i will let tis be a place where i can share my happiness and my sadness ba... haha....

hmmm... todayi and my dear finally went to k-box and sing le... haha... at first i dun want de... and decied to go to play pool at orchard de...but when we reach there we saw there are alot of ppl... then we decied to go to k-box and sing lo... haha... we sing frm 5.30till 9 lo... haha... extra a half an hour... haha.... we sing alot alot of song today... but because of time... u sing the song all half half.... haha...after singing then go home lo... haha... jus reach home nia... haha... and nothing much today also la... but i really enjoy today.. thanks dear... muackz... love u loads.. heee

closing down

2007-03-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

hihi.... i m here to inform u guys that i m closing down my blog le... due to lazyness... haha...
if got anything jus msn mi can le... k... thanks... gtg le... bbbbbbbbbb....

take care,
joan

i m v sad... i m so hurt...

2007-03-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

i really dunnoe how to be a person lor... can anyone teach mi.... teach mi to be a person tat everybody enjoy to wif....haix... y i do everything also wrong de... i really regret living in this world.... haix.... problem are coming more and more lor... one haven solve one comes again.... y lei tat... u know sometime i really feel of killing myself ma.... haix... no one know lor... i never show it out because i dun want u all to know... but i really cannot tahan le.... i have been tahan for 17 yrs le... and i really want to let it go in a right way... but i dunnoe how....haix.... i dun want to leave because there are more important ppl ard mi... i cannot make them sad.... but they have hurt mi... and they didn't know at all...haix...and then it turn ard to be my fault... ok lor... then be it lor... my fault my fault la... all my fault la.... happy....

i really dunnoe lor... haix... i hate to make u sad.... but everytime i tell something u dun like u will haix haix... then i also dunnoe wat to do lor... haix... i rather go die la... then u dun need to so sad liao... and nobody can hurt u le lor....haix....

i want to cry lor... but i cannot la... haix... i dun want to talk le la...if u really angry wif mi... then be it ba.... i m not the person u know mi le....haix...

HATE MYSELF..... HAIX

take care,
Joanne

hello

2007-02-28T16:47:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...... so long never come up and update le hor... haha... chinese going to finsh le lei... u guys got how many angbao lei... hmmm... mi never count.... because is also not mine... is my mum de... haha... i have no chance to keep thoese angbao money.... sad lo... i want to save the money also cannot... haha.... now i in class lo... waiting for teacher to teach... haha....

my dear going to graduate le lor... so fast... then i cannot get to see him every single day de... and now i m learning to be alone... and go home without his accompany le... haha.... cannot always so depend on him de ma... must learn independent le... haha... today... i also go home without his accompany too.... because he go k-box wif his frenz ma...haha... then tml i think i also going home alone ba.... hee... he end sch damn earlie de... haha.... never mind la... so be it ba... hee

say until k-box.... i really v long never go sing le.... think got 5 mth le... our first mth is the last time we went to k-box le.... haha.... i really dun like to sing without alot alot ppl.... alot alot ppl then nice to sing lor... haha... never mind la... i dun want to go le.... can save money... haha...

tonight still must ton night again la... aiyoyo....ok la... better stop b4 teacher scold... hee

take care,
Joan

My heart has stop beating le...

2007-02-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... my mood recently is so down lor... haix... i dunnoe wat to do le la... even i cry... things also cannot settle lor.... aiyaaaaaaaa..... fan si ren le la... i really hate my life... y my life is so worse.... worse than b4.... wat shld i do.... ppl pls teach mi... haix... y ppl around mi must do all this to both of us... u know... u all do de... can make our heart broken anot.... haix... i know u all don care la... haix... sometimes i really feeling of leaving this world... and go to a peacful world.... that no one hate each other....

the only power to let mi live in tis world are... my grandmother ,my parents and my dear... they are the only power to let mi live in tis world... nothing else... if i lose all of them... then i will follow them also... because i dun think there will be no one who are concerning mi anymore le... haix... better leave this world as soon as possible ar.... haix....

take care,
joan

regrets.... rest in peace ba... hse wei lun

2007-01-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

haix haix haix.... i today morning then know tat hse wei lun left us jus like tat... haix... she is such a pretty person and her smile is so sweet... i really dun believe tat she has jus left us like tat lo... until i say the news in the yahoo.... how can she jus left jus... how can she go wif the death god.... don she know tat there is alot of ppl want her to recover??? haix... maybe... it is really the time she has to go le...haix... i hope tat she can rest in peace.... and hope she can live more happier in her new world then in this world... pray for her...

i have saw lot and lot of these cases... and i have never forget how my friend had left us jus like tat.... it has been a mark in my brain le... never ever forget de lor... i really v pericous my life... and i live enjoy every moment that i spend wif my family and my dear... beacause nobody know wat happen tml or next de rite... haix.... i will make sure i will leave no regret everyday.... hee...

guys.. u all must take care of urself k....i dun want anyone to left mi.... i really scare... pls...

take care,
joan

tired.........

2007-01-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.... i so tired lo.... haix... tml still need to go out again... haix... dunnoe still got the strength to walk anot... y every fri comes... i feel so sleep de... huh... aiyoyo... maybe three days of 6 o'clock... and then morning have to wake up so earlie also... haix... sleepy ar... haix... since i promise dear to go out le... then i will go out if him tml lo... really v the tired la... haa... bt for his sake then go out walk walk wif him lo... haha... we also v the long never go out walk walk le.... always... go sch... and after sch meet.. then go home liao... haha...

by the way... yesterday is my sis de birthday.... wish her a belated birthday... she ar... make mi broke le... and mi now have no money lo... also dunnoe tml how lo... aiyo... see how ba... hee... and yesterday also our 5th mth lo.... happy to be wif him for the last 5th mth.. althought there were sudden up and down... that mi so shocked and sad... haha... bt all this are pass le... all i know is when i want to talk... i need to think through my brain... then speak... hee... i have learn my lesson le... and once is enought for mi le... i m scare le... bt i still not going to forgive myself...haix...

ok la... i better go slp le... i really damn tired...nitex nitex

To dear...if u saw my blog today(25/01/07)u tml go to sch urself k... and u want mi to morning call u... sms mi the time ba...hee...i go slp le...muackz

take care,
joan

Wat and bad day

2007-01-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

haix.... i have a v bad day today... rite in the earlie in the morning my dae already v bad le... in the morning i meet dear le... then we go take 800 at his huse de busstop... and alot of sec sch ppl also in the bus ma... then there is jus a gal rite beside my dear.... and i was jus sitting beside him... then the gal onli pri sch nia... and she keep steping on to my dear de shoes or wat la.. i dunnoe la... and he told mi... and i start to scold him... and i didn't notice tat he is hurt so much till we reach tampaniese.... his face was so sad.... and i ask him wad happen... he told mi nthing... and i don believe.. but since he say nthing... then i dun ask him le lo... and we went up to the bus.... think after a few stop... i do something that let my heart broke all the way down... and i ask him again... wad happen... and he say nthing lor... then we reach sch le... and i start to sms him and he start to tell mi wad happen... and i m so angry abt myself.... y m i so stupid... make ppl feel so sad and still dunnoe lor.... and i was so angry till i was crying... and no one knew it at all... till i told them lor... and i told myself... i will never forgive myself de... and somemore tml is our anniversary le lei... and today come this problem.... haix.. hope tml will be better ba... hee

take care,
joan

Lonely monday

2007-01-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm... today i never get to see my dear at all.... because he go and have his NS checkup ma... haha....and he seems so tired... and now he is slping at home... haha... hope tml we can meet earlie earlie lo...haha...

today nothing much lo... i was so tired until i was slping in my lesson wor....if my mum get to see this... she sure will tke knife and kill mi de... haha... actually not so serious la... haha.... she will start to nag nag onli la... haha...

on sat i when out wif dear,his sis and his mother lei.... we went to brought his huse de new tv.... his tv spoil le ma... then go buy a better one... today they delivery to his huse le... haha... dunnoe how is it le... hmm... hope that tv can accompany them many many yrs lo...

anotther i want to say.... i yesterday i went to his huse.... and he can on his tv lei... for two to three hours lei... also no problem lei... omg... then he told his mum... and they decied to give it to ppl... haha... but i dunnoe she gave le anot... hee...

stop here le la.... b4 u all slp infornt of my blog lo.... heee... nitex nitex...

take care,
Joan

Stressst

2007-01-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... after so manny week... i m finally free for a few day le... haha... i really feel so stress lo... haix.... stress till dunnoe how lor... i also dunnoe wat to do lor... how huh.... dun say le la... say abt other things ba... i everyday study till so late de lor.... everybody can go home so earlie... onli our class can onli go home at 6 lor... so unfair de lor... haix... i also want to go home earlie earlie la... then my dear will not have to wait for mi till late late le.... i really hope that our timetable can change to a better one.... and our course is making all of us stresst like siao like dat... also dunnoe how to do... haix.... dunnoe la.... dun want to say le la...

i recently like treating my dear not gd lor... haix... i also dunnoe y lor... i jus simply to tired to say or acting on anything le lor... i everyday de mood is so damn not good de lor... even laughing or smile in fornt of ppl... bt my heart is not having good mood de lor... haix... i dunnoe wat to do la... i onli feel better when it is weekend lo... haix... dunnoe la... hope i can adapt these kind of timetable soon ba... hee... sry dear... lately treat u like tat... hope u really dun mind and let mi have time to change back to my usual mi ok... hee....

take care,
Joan

cannot see movie le...

2007-01-05T14:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i nw so sian... my dear fell aslp le.... he say want to go watch moive de.... think cannot watch le ba... because now going 3 le.... and i 6 must go home le... somemore he haven bath yet lo... haha.... if he go bath now... also cannot watch lo... because after he bath le... will be 3.30 le lor... haha....maybe next time then go watch lo....left two more days.... sch reopen le... haha... dunnoe shld happy or sad lor.... my lesson everyday till 6 lo.... wth....expect for monday and fri.... haha.... i rather go sch early then go home early lo....then go to sch late and go hone late lo... haix.... y teacher like tat de... omg.... then some more our break alot alot lo...haha.... during break also dunnoe wat to do lo.... haix.... hope teacher can change our timeable la... aiyoyo.... haha.... say and say... mi feeling sleepy also... haha... stp saying le la... hee....

take care,
joan

haix...

2007-01-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm... lately i dunnoe y got some stupid feel lor.... i also dunnoe how to decribe lo.... haix.... izzit i miss my frenz too much... or my dear is grautating soon le.... and he has not much time to accompany mi for the next three mth lei.... hmmmm.... maybe ba.... aiyo.... tell u all the true.... i myself also dunnoe lo... can anyone help mi anot.....haix.... really hate that feeling lo... haix haix haix...i really dunnoe wat to do la.... haha.... dun want to say le la... lets talk other things baa... today i went to dear de ah ma huse....and talk to his ah ma.... his ah ma... ask him ques.... he also dun understand.... need mi to translate to him lo.... haha... so funny.... hmm... then we at first decied to lot 1.... but then is too late le... then we went to np and walk walk lo... haha... then we go home le lo.... haix... better stop writing le la... hee...
(to dear: haha... make u worry le la.... nothing much la... after writing here... i feel a BIT better le.... hee)

take care,
Joan

Happy New Year

2007-01-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... today is the first day of the year..... wish everyone a happy new year wor.... any wishes... haha.... think i also have some wishes... but cannot say out... hee.... keep it in my heart can liao....haha... i really hope that all my wishes could come true.... haha.... hmmm... after two weeks.... i finally saw my dear le....haha....i really miss him alot... haha...spend the whole day wif him lo....thats was the happy moment of the day le... haha... he say he tml cannot come out... and then want mi to go to his huse... but... i dunnoe i can go anot lo... haix... hope i can ba... hee.... stop here le la... nthing to say le.... nitez nitez

take care,
joan

i m relieve

2006-12-27T18:05:00.000+08:00

haix....i so relieve now... heard that my dear is safe.... then i really relieve le... haha... i really hope that today is sunday... then i can hug him le... haha.... he make mi so worried abt him lo... haix... left 4 more day he will be back le... yeah yeah....haha... i so relieve le... haha.... thanks lots... i really song le yi kou qi... haha

take care,
joan

worry worry

2006-12-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

worrry worry... i really v worry lei.... jus got the new from the tv.... that taiwan have earthquake lei... then i cannot contact dao my dear lo.... i dunnnoe wheather is he ok now.... are all of them ok.... i really hope that he can call mi and tell mi... he is really fine....really.... i v worry..... i pray that he is ok... i really dunnoe wat to do now le.... i really dunnoe wat to do now... can anyone help mi anot..... haix... i really really v worry... wat shld i do now.... i want to cry le la... haix... my heart damn pain.... dear... i really hope that u can call mi pls... tell mi that u are ok.... haix.... i really v worry abt y u here... haix... at lease miss call mi... if ur mum can de phone can use.... haix... worry worry ar....

haix,
joan

back to s'pore....

2006-12-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i finally reach s'pore le... hee....for those who dunnoe i have gone to china de.... last week i have been in china lo....and i reach home in the morning at 5.30am.... and then sent my dear to the departure hall.... really missing him damn lot.... hope this week could go faster ba.... haha.....hope he can enjoy over there.... as i also enjoy my china trip too.... hee....

(china 17-24dec06)
hmmm.... we went alot alot of places in china.... think i enjoy those day when we not in shanghai.... i rather walk on the kampong side.... then on shanghai.... because there v conplicated de.... haha... really see all those mountian .... river.... alll those.... even better.... nicer too... haha.... then the food over there is damn oily de lor.... but every meal we eat sure got 10 plus of plate de lo.... haha... but it is very nice la.... haha.....

hmm.... we so lucky have a so nice de tour guide.... haha.... he is really really damn good de person lo.... we like is working attuide..... he love to joke wif us..... he love to sing to us.... his singing is damn good de.... to bad he is not a singer.... he shld be a singer de lo... wasted.... haha....

ok .... now i show some pic i took there :

<--- took in shanghai(on the boat)

<---- he really a nice guy... so rong xing to met him... hope we can still contact each other... hee

hmmm.... if u want to see more pic... stay tune to my blog.... i will write down my website... then u all can go and take a look lo.... hee... by the way.... i start to miss my dear le... as he go to taiwan to and come back on sunday... then on mon then we can get to see each other.... haha

take care,

joan

haix haix....

2006-12-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

haha... jus finish watching the star award frm the mediacop.... haha.... i shld go de le... but need to stand outside... so never go le lor... give to ppl lor....hee.... lately... my first mei... sort sort de lor... and i get to know y she like tat liao.... is she angry abt my dear for one small small thing lor... haix....
to rp(if u get to see my blog):
i really dun wish to see u because small thing like tat lo... haix... u know when ever u talk to him so rudely... i really feel that did he do wrong things anot... make u like tat...then i really heart break when u talk to him like tat lo... haix... i really hope u can wei wo xiang xiang ma... pls la... he already say sry to u le... just forgive him ba... ok...looking forward to see u talk to him as nomal like b4.... haix... that is my wish

haix... i really dunnoe wat to do le lo...when ever i saw ppl like tat treat my dear.... my heart really really damn pain de lor... is he really not tat good anot... haix... but in my eyes... he is very perfect...even he has weakness.... haha...haix... i dunnoe la... so fan lo.... haix... fan arrrrrrrrr.....

take care,
joan

thanks auntie

2006-12-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

haha.... today.... wake up damn damn early de.... then having headache lo.... then give my dear a very black face lo... haha... luckily he never say anything... haha....he just quietly there accompany mi....thanks to him for accompany mi... hee... then we reach tampanies le... mi wait for sheralyn lo... and he goes to sch lo... hee.... then sheralyn... reach le... we went back to woodland and find jasmine lo.... then she come le... and the bus kang hao reach le... then we went in.... and on the way... i decied to sms my dear and say sry to him.... due to my black face in the morning... and he ask mi wad happen.... then i told him lo.... and i feeling better after i told him everything lo... really... hee... then go to sch... then the classroom dun have any software that we shld use de.... then our CA ask us to come back at 1 to another classroom lo... haha... then i also never do anything at all lo...because the scanning damn slow de lor... make mi want to slp liao la....haha.... luckily got mei luan and my dear accompany mi ar... haha.... after scanning mi and my dear went to eat at C1 lo... then after eating we saw sheralyn they all.... then i notice my earpiece is wif them lo... haha.... then got back frm them... then go to airport and walk walk while then go home le... then while we were waiting for my bus... his mum call mi.... and say she want to find mi and give mi present... and then we saw her le... and she gave mi a pendant... woow.... a very expensive one....and heard frm dear that she gave mi a nicer one and she took a not so nice one.... haha... very gan dong wor....hee... thanks auntie... rang ni por fei le... hee...

and another thing... my dear wrote that i m his gf in is blog lei... haha... i so happy... haha.... hope there will be no one object.... even there is also no use liao... haha... we are together le... heee....

take care,
joan

Happy birthday to u....

2006-12-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

hee... today seems very stress to mi....haha.... today we went to somerset for the singtel canival.... haha... eat alot alot there lo.... haha.... then after 2 hrs mummy and my sis they all want to go to chinatown and then i and dear went back to his huse lor... i so scare until i saw her mum lo... haha... she seem so friendly.... she is a person wat i thought of.... haha.... she seems so cheerful lo...haha... tink next time want to see his dad liao le... haha... i no scare of his dad la... hee... his mum today birthday ma.... then i brought her a gift yesterday.... then she treat mi today lo... haha.... then we go walk walk at northpoint... hee... then they go buy things lo... i jus now also saw my cousin too... hee... let him see my dear dear le... haha... he ask mi to be careful.... haha... dun worry la... i know wat shld do.... wat shld not de la... u all dun worry k.... then his mum and his sis went home le... then he bring mi to MRT to find my mummy.... hee... then they went to winter time to buy something lo... then go home le... haha...nw mine leg very the tired arrrrr.... haha... anyway... HAPPY BIRTHDY TO AUNTIE.....

(p.s) hope tml can see my dear also.... haha....
take care,
joan

hmmm.....

2006-11-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm....today my bro went to taiwan le....think he have reach there le ba...haha...i think nw he is at the night market ba... haha...i today bring sheralyn they all to airport.... and see flight... then the sheralyn so anxious to be there... haha... but then she end up say that nothing there de... haha... but i love airport alot lo.... i can see alot different ppl frm different country.... haha... so intersting.... then sheralyn they all go home le...i wait for my dear for 1 1/2 hour lor... then he reach le... u ask mi... can the mail box de key be duplicated de ma... and i told him cannot... then he when and ask his classmate and then his classmate to him can duplicate the key de.... he hor.... got warning letter frm the sch.... and teacher have sent the letter to his huse liao... thats y he want to duplicated the key.... so that he could tear away the letter frm the sch.... when i heard that he got warning letter frm the sch... my heart really breaks lor... haiz... i hope he will learn this lesson lor.... how i hope he could be more sensible ar... haix... dun say le la... i so tired ar... want to go slp le....

(p.s. if u my sis or bro or cousin reading this entry ... pls dun say anything infornt of my mum k.... dun want to see her nagging... haix...)

take care,
joan

injections

2006-11-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

ahem.... i think i going to write something same as my sis entries le ba.... to ppl who know her will know.... my family and i went to ployclinc and took injection for our china tour... hmmm..... now my hand is damn uncomfortable lor.... pain pain de... then some more cannot strech my hand ...if strech hor... my hand will like tearing like tat de.. haix... i told my dear.... he ask mi to go back to ployclinic and ask y like tat... then i told maybe a few day later... will be ok de la.... then he say... if cannot then must go back and ask y.... haha....he is so worry man.... good to see him worry abt mi... haha.... bad of mi... haha... exam coming le... and some is fall on my dear birthday lo.... 8 dec... i hope we can have a early exam on tat day... so that we could celebrate his birthday ma... haha....hope so ba.... then my birthday... think i willl nt celebrate at all ba.... maybe go out and eat wif my family and my dear ba... hope he can come along tooo.... haha.... ok le la... i want to go pain liao.... b4 i get fever ar.... because come home tat time raining ma.... then run back... haha... gtg.....bb... have a nice night...

take care,
joan

sian arrrrr......

2006-11-21T20:17:00.000+08:00

haix.... y m i so sian.... haix... i also dunnoe lei... haha.... today i go buy a new water bottle for my dear lei.... because his bottle de cap spoil liao.... so decied to buy a new one for him lo... haha..... i hope he is gan dong... haha.... left one more week to go le.... exam are coming in a shot... making us damn stresst lo.... haix... This week have MFDI class test 2 lol... then next week still got ITESS de pharse test and class test... and also MFDI de pharse test.... haix... stresst hor... then also got one more project to do lor....haha.... then i have exam on my dear birthday lor... so suay ar....haix.... i so long never see my dear online at night le.... the maple like so interesting like that... he have been playing that every single day without fail de... haha....aiya... cannot stop him since he like it tat much... haha...... dun want to say anything le la... sian ar.... haix....

take care,
joan

no in good mood

2006-11-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

sian arrrrrrr..... sheralyn and jasmine both not in school lor....then my dear study half way went home le... haiz.... then now so sian de lor... sheralyn fever and sore throat lor... then having two days MC.... heard that her sore throat very serious ar.... haiz.... hope that she can recover soon lor... hee.... then jasmine hor.... seems very lazy lor... dun want to go to sch...haha... then tml i have to go to sch alone tml morning le lor... haiz.... my dear dun want to go to sch again....haix....
i dun want to say anything le la... if he happy then i will be happy lor... haix.... i does not have have a happy day to day at all.... keep thinking abt other things lor.... after i read something frm the letter.... haix.... i think i better stop her b4 my mood get more worse.... haix.... stress arrrrrrrrh......

take care,
joan

hope......

2006-11-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

wa.... i so sian lor.... i now waiting for my dear at sch.... haha.... now i know when he waiting for mi.... really very sian de lor.... luckily now penny and shawn accompany mi to wait for him.... and we borrow the com frm the sch and play... haha.... haix.... also dunnoe today de mood is happy or sad lor..... i also dunnoe lei... haha.... sometimes i can smile till so happy.... sometime ii feel so sad.... i also dunnoe y.... my mood swing very fast de lor...maybe too much of stress le ba.... exam coming le.... and lots of class test too....haix.... hope to finish this whole term fast.... haha.... so tat i could actually relax.... then again.... i having 2 weeks of study break.... then i so scare my dear again dun want to come to sch le lor.... haix.... i also dunnoe wat to do liao le lor... he always skip sch.... and i also dun feel like control him lor.... haix.... but skip sch are really not a good things lor... i really hope he could concentrate on his studies lor... then all in the mind is playing playing lor.... haiz.... hope that day will come....

take care,
joan

sry so long never blog

2006-10-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i so sad lei... no one tag my blog de.... haha...i also very very long never update le also la... cannot blame ppl.... haha.... one week ago.... i went to genting.... and i have a great fun.... while i thinking of my dear every single moment... haha....he always sms mi... but then i was force by my parents not to reply him....haiz.... so sad.... i only ans one of his call onli lor... haha.... today we are going to vivo city ba... also not sure... haha.... but then we are going to sentosa... haha.... finally ar... hee... thats all i can say le... hee... all the best in everything... hee

take care,
joan

haix....

2006-10-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

haiz.... i m so sad now lor....haiz.... just now my dear told mii.... he gave his mum $50 lor.... and jus now we went to buy converse bag lor... and it also cost $50 lor.... haiz.... so now he onli left 70 plus onli lor... he at first got $200plus de lei.... on one day he onli left 70 plus onli lor.... wa lao... i really heart pain lor... even though is not my money lor.... how... teach mi la... i want to cry le la... arrrrr.... help help.... u know money is so difficult to save de ma...wa lao... dunnoe save how long then got 200plus lor.... haix.... "HEART BLEEDING" le la... haiz.... then school opening soon le lor.... then i sure he will spend all his money de lor.... haix....even thought is his money not mine la... but i stilll feel the pain in my heart lor.... can tell mi y???i really dunnoe wat to do le la... haiz... i really hope that he can let mi keep all his money.... so tat he will not anyhow spend away anymore....haix... i do trust him... as he say he will save his money all up... but sometime heart soft soft then spend it away le lor... haix... i reallie dunnnoe wat to do la... aiya... dun care liao le la.... haix....** heart pain** la... :(

take care,
joan

mooncake festival

2006-10-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

hmmm..... today is mooncake festival lei.... guys got go celebrate anot... haha.... i got lei.... i go yishun park wif my dear,my family and some of my frenz lor... some sec sch frenz... haha.... we play until so happy lor... then my mummy(baox) bring my er ma(hhuii) on the bicycle... then happily play.... then her card holder drop and she dunnoe lor... haiz... until we stop playing le... she notice her card holder drop le... then we went back to find for her... then cannot find... haix... so sad hor... she so hu tu de lei.... haix.... hmmm.... then we went home le... and till now i haven slp lor.. i was stilll taking to my dear lor... haha... i having headace le lei... haix... hope can slp earlier ba... hmmm... so late le... think i better stop blogger le... haha... guy slp early to k.. nitez nitez... sweet dreams....

take care,
joan

2006-10-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

2006-10-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.... yesterday is Children dae lei.... haha... how i wish i m still a children too... haha.... i have no longer a children for 5 yrs le... haha.... anyway.... HAPPY CHILDREN DAE to all children how may reading my blog now...haha... wu liao... how will a children come and read my blog... haha... i today bring my smallest sis go and play wif my cousin.... and she seems so happy... haha... but then i cannot tahan her ar.... see ppl do wat she also want to do wat... make mi nearly vomit blood ar... haha.... but still ok la... and i so paiseh lei.... my ah yi she always pay for us.... then make her spend so much.... haiz... hope to pay her back when i start to go to work le...haha.... today also do nothing much la... haha... so tat all for the dae... tml will be another busy dae le... haiz.... got to go slp le.... nitez nitez
(p.s. hope u guys like the song)

take care,
joan

teach mi wad to do can

2006-09-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

haiz..... i really dunnoe wat to do now le la.... i nw have my another part le.... then my frenz saying that i have forget them or dun want them le..... huh.... i also never say i dun want u guys.... i still love u all as a frenz ar.... i never want to left anyone way... and i don want any single one of u leave mi.... if i know this things is happening this way.... i shld not tell any single one of u all le.... haiz.... i dun wish my frenz has this type of feelings lor.... really.... and this making mi sad lor... and i now really really dunnoe wat to do le.... guy can tell mi wat to do ma????.... haiz.... anyway.... i m fine.... just that i dunnoe wat to do to make everybody feel that i still treat them as my frenz only.... haiz....

take care,
joan

i m back again

2006-09-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

haha... seems like i so long never come and blog le hor.... haiz... i next two day having class test lei.... haiz... i don want to fail.... but then i just simply cannot study ar... haix.... don noe la... today something happening to my cousin la... then i also don how to help her... how can her mother so bad de.... let both loved ppl separted like that de.... haiz... maybe she got her own reason ba.... they sure feeling very sad the lor... esp the guy.... haiz... i also cannot help her lor... haiz... i really feel so bad ar....haiz... anyway.... jia you for ppl who are going to having class test next few dea... all the best.... hee.. i want to go slp le... as it is quiet late now le...nitez nitez everyone....

take care,
joan

????

2006-09-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm....i really dunnoe wat to say le.... ppl actually can read my blog and talk behind ppl??? huh...wth is this....haiz... i think i don want to say anything more le.... u onli making the friendship of ur becomes worse...up to u to choose ba... don want to say too much if not offend ppl then die le ar... hee... don start to blame ppl if u know wat i talking abt... u shld think through first be4 u say anything to other ppl ba.... ok i better stop le... bb

take care,
joan

tag mi pls???

2006-08-26T10:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm....after a week of busyness....i m back to update my blog again... haha....hmmm.... seems like my tagboard is so quiet lor... hey just if u all reading my entries now... pls click on the chatter after u read this entries and tag mi pls... thanks ar... hmmm.. let mi start where i m going today..... today i going out wif dear(xt)and him....maybe u guys will wonder who is he rite.... hmmm... i will say it... when i can say it... hee... so dun ask k... we are going to suntect later... and maybe bugis after that.... then i maybe going to buy a sling bag for myself lo... haha....
i want a sling bag.. so that when i go out i can use ma...or even go to sch also can use... haha... then in the evening we going marina bay there to eat steamboat.... because tml is my sis birthdae ma...her frenz are going too... my frenz too... hee... really looking very forward to it lei....
hmm.... want to know more... i try to update tml if i have intersting to tell... haha... REMEMBER to tag mi hor... hee...

take care,
joan

Back????

2006-08-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... so long never update le lei... haha... i finally back again le... u knw y... i so long never update.... because... i everydae reach home hor nearly... 9 plus le... then very tired le... so never update lo... haha.... hmmm.... let mi start frm:

wednesday
we reach sch at 8.30... then we realise that there is no PE lor... haiz... y never say earlier then dun need to go sch so early le ma... haiz.... then we went to seng city to buy some snacks... but i only go and buy bread and eat only lor... poor ting hor... wat to do they eat their breakfast le... then i eat bread lor.... haha.... then afternoon... i,april and the rest are suppose to go for the leadership meeting de lei.... then hor... we never go.... but u knw wat teacher actually knw that we are not there lei... omg... how he knw.. haiz... so no choice but to go lor.... then after the meeting we went back to class lo.... then after lesson.... i n himwent to airport... to go and have our macdonals.... haha...then after having we went to the view mall to see aoreplane... then we very bad lor... ppl just clean the windows nor... and after awhile we hand make the whole window full of hand prints... haha... if that person see that hor... he sure very angry de lor... haha... then we took skytrain back to t1 to take 858 home... then we reach yishun is ard 8 plus le ba.... and i was so scare that my mum will scold mi.... so we walk very fast to my bus there....then when i reach my busstop... i was walking so so fast home lor... heng ar... i never get scolded in the end...pheew...

thursdea
today.. i went to go alone.... then i waited for sheralyn they all dunnoe how long lor.... but never mind la...haha....then we went to sch le... and we were late... but luckily teacher never make us late ar... haha.. then he ask as to do photoshop lor... and he crazy de lor... give the dealine till so short... also dunnoe how to finish it lor... i eat snake la... by putting all the picture in one pic of paper and draw some thing on it only lo... then we go for breaks.... after the breaks... sheralyn they all were a bit late la... then jasmine work somehow haven finish... then she was so fan le...
then she decied not to do le... and she delete it lei... omg...and i dun dare to ask her to restore back... as when she not having a good mood... don make her ar... haha... luckily she got save it to mei luan's thumbdrive ar... then she got pass up lo... at lease she will not fail ma.. correct... hmm... after everything then i go home le... then i saw another side of someone....but i want to thanks him for sharing his problem wif mi.... haha....

fridea
today i wake up at 5plus lor... then go out at 6.15 lor... when i go down... the bus just drive pass my blog... omg.... i was thinking i want to run anot.... but i end up never lo... so wait for the bus till 6.30... at 6.25.. i remember that i need to wake him up lo... so faster call him up... haha.... then when i reach his huse there i sms him... he say i fly there de lei... wa... y i dun know i got this power huh... haha.... then we took 800 to near chong pang there and we wait and wait for the 969... wa... 7.15 then come lor... haiz... then we reach tamp is aready 8 le... haiz... then we see sheralyn there all not there.. so we go and queue for the 31... u know wat the queue is so long lor... and we waited for two bus and the we manage to get in... haiz... then i was running to my classroom lo.... and luckily my teacher never say anything ar... pheew...then after sch le... i ask yh... he got meet mi anot... he ask mi to go home de lei... so i when to tm wif meiluan they all lor... then he suddenly sms mi ask mi... i know how to play majong ma... then i say i know... and then he ask mi to go play...then we went to kailing huse and play... haha.. at first lose 2 dollar... then at the second round i win 50 cents... haha... the we change t play blackjack... and i win... $1.70... wa.. alot hor... then we decied to us our winning money to pay for our food... and we only need to pay extra 1dollar plus nia... haha... so cheap rite... hmmm...then we go home le lor...

saturdae
hmmm... today i wanted to go to suntec de lei... so i decied to sms he...but then he told mi that i want to come to my huse and help mi to format my com... beacause my com siao liao... haha.... so i never tell him lo.... then we went and have our lunch at near his huse there.... then we went back home le... then he start to play warcraft3... while i play my laptop... haha... when i walk out... he also finish playing le... then he start to help mi to format the laptop.... format format... till 6.50 le... n then i realise that our movie is at 7.15 lor... i ask my mum wheather she could drive us there ma.... then she drive us there lo....then we went to buy ticket.... and the uncle very bad de lor... talk to him also never answer de lor.... nvm la... then we went in... wif nacho and popcorn... we ask for added chesse... and u know wat... b4 the show start.. the chess finish le lor... omg...haiz...so have to eat the nacho without chesse le... haha... after the show... my bro... say want to go play acarad... so we went there... and u know wat... the he hor... he so good in the percussion lor.... omg... i also dunnoe how to play lo.. yet he can play till so good ar.... haiz... pei fu ar.... then after that we went home le... and we run home lo.. just because we scare our mother will scold us... haha....

today
mainly at home only lor... and went to northpoint to have lunch wif him lor.... then we went to arcade to play... while we went the esclator... i saw stephaine lor... i think she already thinks that he is my bf le lor... haiz... never mind ba.... i also dun feel lky make clear le lor... haha... i lazy liao... say so many time will also be sian de lor... so be it ba... hee....then went home le...

hmmm.... thats all le ba...
(hey... thanks for wait for my blog ar... u knw who u are can le... hee)

take care,
joan

What friends are for???

2006-08-14T09:44:00.000+08:00

hmm... suddenly this question comes out frm my mind.....

WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR:
-are they for u to talk to when u are bored???
-are they for u to share our sadness and happiness???
-are they for u to concern each other???
-are they for u to tell all ur problem to???

i really dunnoe lor...i have dunnoe what friends are for now le.. haix...
sometimes i thinks that i dun even fit to be everyone friends...
as i m so selfish, so unconcern to friends lo...
haiz... i dunnoe la... haha....
dun worry i will still be ur friend but no that much as b4 le....
haiz....

take care,
joan

wat an suai day....

2006-08-13T09:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm... so long never update my blog....so early in the morning i comes and update le...

let mi start frm ytd(12/8)

hmmm... ytd i intent to go and play badminton le lei....

and all are plan le...

then in the afternoon....

my mum told mi that she want to bring us to go to see firework....

then again...

i put my cousin and my frenz aroeplane lor...

haix...

i also feel so bad...

always put them aroeplane lor...

haix.... i next time dun dare to organise anymore things le....

if not... i have to put aroeplane to ppl again le... haix

then after my lunch outside... i went back to home amd have my online test....

and u know wat... i actually fail lei....

haix... i dun care.. i want to re-test it... haha...

after my test awhile we went to take bus le....

then when we on the must....

my cousin(brevian) call mi...

she say they also want to go....

so we wait for them....

we waited for 30 mins lo....

then we reach there.... wa....

alot ppl lor... and we also very stupid de lor...

go and stand inside the crowd lo....

and they were squessing towards mi lo...

and my mum they all leg hor....

got step by ppl lor... luckily their leg never rotten ar... haha

i also thought i will faint inside there lor...

i was so giddy lo... i couldn't take much oxygen there lo....

all thanks to all the sweet sweet things... that make mi feel better lo...

then we went to have our dinner... u know wat...

all i eat ytd night is so fat and oily de lor...OMG....

i sure want to go diet le... haha... then i reach home ytd at 1 lo...

last week i also reach home this time lei... haha... lucky today no sch ar...

can slp more... haha...

Today(13/8)

today hor... i wanted to slp till late late de lei...

but hor... both my sis and i was stuck in the room lo...

so i wake up and help her to make the door....

we were inside while my dad they were outside helping us...

haha...we try many things but the door just simply can't open lo...

then i saw a screw and i screw it out... and i dunnnoe anyhow do...

the door can open le lei... frm outside lor... i dad open it... haha...

i was so shock... haha... haiz... so suai hor... haha.. never mind...

i now so tired and hungry lo... i want to eat... but no food at home...

haiz.... i want to go and study my modules 3 le... i dun want to fail liao....

the modules 2 will be my first one and last one to fail le....

i will be very hardworking le... haha... must study hard hard le

then in the evening... no matter wat... i must go and play badminton wif my cousin lo...

i want to diet lo...i want to sweat all the waste inside my body out lo....

i dun care... haha... i sure going de.. even my parent stops mi lo...

i think thats all i going to do today le ba... hee...

take care,

joan

finally... problem has solve...

2006-08-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm...after two day of quarrel... yesterday nite sheralyn and jasmine has patch back le... haha... i very happy lor... haha...thats wat i want to see de...haha... hope all thoes can really put it in the past le... hee...i very tired now lor...haiz...then my hand also very pain lor... then very ugly too.... i dunnoe how to face ppl le... haiz... if it get worse... no matter how warm is the weather... i will be wearing jacket le.. i dun care ar... even i will get heat stroke ar... i dun really care liao.... haha....haiz... today surppose to have test de lor... but delay to tml le... then i think i have to late for my committee meeting le... haiz... late again... haiz.. y every week also got meeting de... can rest for a week ma... i want to go out lei... haiz... weekend also cannot go out wif my frenz...haiz... never mind la... haha... i want to go and see Tokyo drift lei... anyone free next week... can accompany mi go watch??? haha.... i really hope i can make it... if not i again need to put aoreplane le... hee... anyway... i m so happy today... hee...

take care,
joan

Really not in the mood nw....

2006-08-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

haiz... today really is not my day lor... i not feeling very happy since this morning le... due to some reason... haiz... so guys pls dun talk to mi for today k... i really have no mood to talk to anyone...thanks alot...
today is national day celebration....so sian de lor espically when we are in the field lor... i aslo cannot see wat are they doing infornt of the field... all i know is to stand... haiz...after standing at the field... our Class adviser treat us breakfast lei... really thanks him alot....haha...then we went to see the concert le... see and see... i also dunnoe y jasmin look like angry for dunnoe wat reason lor... haiz... then the sheralyn also dun want to talk to her le... haiz...so mei luan and jasmine went home by tell us on sms....then i accompany sheralyn till the concert finish lo... haiz... then hor... one of my frenz return mi money... and that person crash the money lor... then i could deposit it lor... then i have to change it wif my mum le lor... then she sure will say lot of thing liao la... haiz... oh ya... that feeling in my chest has comes back again le lor... and someone ask mi to tell him when i has that feeling again.... but i didn't because i can know what he will say de lor... save up smses...haha... never mind la... i go and take a nap and hope it will feel better... haiz....

take care,
joan

i hate myself lots...

2006-08-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

i so long never come up and blog le... haha... anyway i m back... haha...

haiz... today i saw my friend jessica wif her frenz in C1.... and i was so happy lei... then hor... she was talking to her frenz la... then never see mi lor... then i walk away.... after awhile i walk back and she saw mi... and i told her that "i was beside u just now "and "u did'nt saw mi..." then she say "u also never call mi..." then i told her "u was talking to ur frenz lor..." after that she add a scentence...''u jealous ar'' and i think through and i was really jealous lor.... somemore just now i go back home... i saw her again...and she was laughing wif her frenz... by then my jealouies really very strong lor... haiz... i really hate myself... y m i so selfish... can't i let my frenz go and have more frenz....sometime i really hope that all my frenz has only mi as their frenz lor.... but i cannot so selfish de lor.... i cannot de lor.... because have freedom to have more frenz lor...haiz... sometimes i really damn hate myself de lor...

haiz haiz haiz haiz.....

take care,
joan

thanks for ur accompany

2006-07-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

hi...last few dae never come and update because i simply not free and tired lor...i guess i everyday reach home at 8 plus ar.... haiz... thats y... i never come and blog... haha.... i today also go to sch lor... because of the guitar concert lor... then i go and do arshering lor... haha... i go at 10 and i manage to get something to do at 3plus lor... siao one right so early ask us to go... then never ask us to do work....but at lease we manage to see some handsome guy.... and one of my frenz is so high as she saw her so call mr right... haha... then the concert start at 4.30.... end at 7 ba... i at 6.45 i go off le... haha.. because yi han has wait for mi since 5plus ba... i think.... then when he reach sch he saw his classmate and we went to karaoke to sing some song.... i at first dun want to sing de lei... then hor he force mi to sing if not i cannot go home... haha... so i sing lor... after singing we went to our sch resturant to eat our dinner.... eat and eat..and we forgot the time le... and i wanted to take taxi to go home de lei.... but i no money... so cannot take lor...haha... then both of us were worry that we will get scoldings... because we reach home nearly at 11 le lor... luckily both my parent are not at home ar... if not i die die ar....haha... luckily he also never get scolding ar... haha.... anyway... yi han thanks for accompany mi go home today.... haha.... thanks alot...hee...

take care,
joan

i m feeling terrible

2006-07-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

arrrrr..... i m so fan lor.... can someone tell mi y.... the moment i wake up... i m feeling very bad le...then the feeling has been wif mi for the whole day lor... my chest is so men(translate in hanyu ping ying)lor... and then have the feeling of crying... but i keep controling myself alot... i smile very little today lor... only when we are election for the class rep then i got laugh abit... but lesson comes... that feeling comes back le... i feel like telling someone... but i dunnoe who to tell lei... so never tell anyone lor... haiz... everything i do dun seems to be right lor... how... can some one tell mi... haiz...

things has happen today... my frenz... has just broken wif his bf.... and i know she is only smile to let us feel more better and dun let us worry abt her... i hope she will feel better soon...k... no matter wat... u have us here... even i not to close to u la... i hope u could acutally find someone and to talk to k... haiz...

i hope this feeling of my can go off as soon as possible...because this feeling very terrible lor... haiz... i think i go rest ba... so that i dun feel so terrible.... haiz... nitez nitez

take care

first day of the sch

2006-07-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

haiz... having a headache now lei... really headache le lor... first day of sch already headache le... then the rest of the days how... sure die liao... haiz... haha.. i today so paiseh lei....my stupid phone la... dunnoe y when one hour faster lor... then mi wake up at 5am and the time show mi 6am lei....wa lao...then i went to call my frenz up lor... and he say that "now 5plus only lei.."and i wanted to agure de lei... but hor i end up calling 1711 then i believe is 5plus only lei... haha...make mi so malu lor.. haha... but never mind la... it has pass le... anyway... today sch also never study lor... mainly on brifing only lor...so also nothing much... so i think i stopping here le...

take care,
joan

2006-07-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

haha... i so happy today lei... because i very long never go exercise lei... just now i went to play badminton wif my cousins,my sisters and one of my frenz...haha... anyway... thanks him for accompany us to play wor... haha... we play like so siao like that... we was laughing like hell lor... also dunnoe we are playing or laughing session lei... haha... i want to play again... because i enjoy today alot... haha...but hor... my leg very tired now... and i very sure i tml my hand sure pain de lor...haha...but i like it... can slim down... haha...i hope i can persevere lor... haha.. because i always do thing half de....haha

take care,
joan

Happi Happi

2006-07-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

haha.... i m so happi now lei... as i have just met my sec frenz... joe... in the msn... we are having a great fun in it... haha... she has her own com le lei.... haha... then she can online often and talk to mi le.... haha....i hope all my frenz can come back to my side lei....haha... i wish this day will happen lei....haha...oh ya... yesterday... i also meet my pri sch frenz lei... but hor... i forget to get her number lei... that is the thing that i regret the most... i hope in the future i could meet her and ask for her number and so on.... haha...i today hor never go for my guitar meeting lei... then hor... i dun need to go for ashering le lor... also good la... now i can choose which one i want to quit le... because i dun want to have to much of cca's la... haha....i think i will be quiting my guitar club.... but not now yet la...haha...let mi think and ask for suggestion first...hee...

take care,
joan

It Hurts

2006-07-20T17:12:00.000+08:00

haha... just came back from student council meeting...i have been sent to be same committe as li fen... haha... thats means that i m in the CCA committe lor... haiz... i think u guys also blur blur liao... haha.. ok.. i enjoy to be in my committe now... and i hope i still contiue to enjoy...hope we could go throughall the bitter,sour,ect together lor... hmmm... oh ya.. i notice lately i have been knowing ppl that are born in december de lei... no matter is same age as mi annot.... they are always behind my birthdates... haha... thats strange right...i also thing so.... haha

haiz...let mi say something abt my yesterday nitez...i was write testi with my frenz...i dun want to say who is he...because i think he shld know who is he la... and we were writing testi happily... then he was also talking to his frenz on the phone... i also dunnoe what happen... he suddenly told mi that he is feeling sad.. and i try to concern him...and told mi something and that sentence of word do hurt ppl alot... maybe if u guys saw that sentence of words...u also will feel sad de lor...haiz.. i knew that he is not on purpose de la...due to that ppl are his important frenz or watever...i also felt very hurt...that y...i say sorry to him... and my testi left only.. **haha**.. and **haiz**... i hope this sentence dun come out again... if not i m not going to concern anyone anymore... because it hurt alot...haiz....

take care,
joan

Sick Sick

2006-07-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

haiz... i m once again sick.... i haven been sick b4 our holiday and i was sick when the holiday is ending soon.... how can it be like that de... haiz... i really hope i can recover very soon lei... because i feeling very terrible now... haiz...if at night my fever does when down... i will go and see doctor le la... so dun worry k... hee... i m so sad when i think abt my guitar chairman.... she was so kind,cheerful,helpful ect....i was so shock that she left was just like that and i didn't know till friday lei....thats y friday i was so sad... second person had left my side le... and i have learn to cherise my friend even more le... even friend that i m not that close... i also must cherise wat ever time we had....i m feeling so bad as i never when for her funeral.... zack even thought i didn get to know u very well... but i hope that u will be more happy in ur another world now...k.... i also believe u dun want us to get sad too...just give us sometime to put u in our heart.... take care... i miss u alot...guys out there can promise mi... dun leave my side pls.... i really cannot effort to lost another friend le... haiz... promise mi k...

take care,
joan

I m back

2006-07-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

haiz... i m so sleepy liao le lei... haha....**oops**...i forgotten to tell u that i went to Malaysia ytd la... haha... i want to a place which is sort of kampong lor... so relax over there lei... can sing,can play,and ect.... we yesterday even put fireworks lei... this is the first time lei... then i very excited lor... haha... i was like siao girl there lor....haha... shouting like siao lei... haha... haiz... i really enjoy alot lei.... then i also stay night till 3 lor.... because i was playing cards wif my aunty and uncle lor... we play till 1 plus ba... then i return to my room... and i heard that my mum is vomiting... so i also dun dare to slp la... because i scare she faint... till my dad come in.... then i took some rest... then woke up at 7 plus... then we left there at 11... and i reach home at 5 lei.... very early hor... by the way.. i guess i having food poisoning le... haiz...

take care,
joan

Sad sad

2006-07-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

haiz... haiz....i m so sad lei.... i haven been very sad since yesterday liao... yesterday..i went to pray.... then i was so happy at first... because there got lion dance and dragron dance too...then some of the god even come down and look at the lion dance too... dun think to much... the god come down as they are in the human body la... after all the lion dance finish le... one of the god when back to heaven i think....then hor... the guy who the god was at... was awake le... he wanted to go home then he cannot lor... because he was block by one of the god... because the god wanted to go to his body la... then hor... i also dunnoe what happen la... then alot of ppl there la... i also kapo ma... then go there and see lor... then i was seeing him drinking some water la.. with somthing inside....he only took a slip le... then the god went up to his body liao... haha... frm that incident i was shock by it... and i was feeling very weird frm there onward that y i feeling so sad now.... haiz.... i think this feeling will be going to be with mi for dunnoe how many days ar... haiz...

take care,
joan

I need some Slp

2006-07-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

haiz... few days le ba... i haven been having a nice slping in the nitez lor.... haiz... very long never like that liao le lor... haiz... luckily the next day no sch ar... haha... i hope today i can have a really nice slp wor... to replace thoes day that i have not been having nice slp... haha... today i also went to my ah ma huse... i go her huse she seems so happy lei... haha... then next time i must go her huse more often le.... so that she can be happy ma... haha... she happy,i will also happy.... haha...
ah ma... i love u alot wor...muckz.... haha... ok la... quite late le... i want to go slp le... nitez nitez...

take care,
joan

Things has Past

2006-07-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

haha... very thing has pass... haha... i think too much le la... lucky you to talk to mi first... if not i also dunnoe how to talkto you le ... haha... see la... all ur testi fault... haha... i first time wrote testi like talking to ppl de that...haha... so xin xian lor... haha...haiz... i also dunnoe how many testi can we still write lor... haha....i m kind of out of topic le wor... haiz... see how ba.. hee...

take care,
joan

So Sorrie

2006-07-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

haiz...i m feeling so bad now...haiz... i m so sorry... i really hope u dun angry wif mi k... i know u are very eager to tell mi wat happen to u la... but i was forces by my father to go to slp... and u are also busy ar...haiz... i really hope u dun mind k... pls pls...if u read my blog and u are not angry wif mi at all... can tell mi... so that i will not feel so bad...and u shld know who are u la... and to u all that i not refer to... i m ok... dun worry... i just feeling very bad la... haiz... i hope u still tell mi wat happen to u k... if dun wish to tell mi...its ok de... hmm... really... just dun angryy wif mi can le...k... hope to heard that u are not angry wif mi k... i really wish.... haiz...and i hope i will feel better later... guy out there dun worry i m fine....

take care,
joan

Going Malaysia soon

2006-07-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

haiz... left one more week i will be going to malaysia le... haha... i go also not to long la... only two day and one night only la... haha... i really looking forward lei.... haha... because alot ppl is going... haha... but i will be missing my dear and jess and some of my frenz here de.... haha... haiz... i today dunnoe y lor... mad mad de lor... haha... haiz.. dun care la... anyway... later got soccer again... i dunnoe i can wake up anot lor... haha... as i m very tired le...haiz... see how ba... i think i stopping here lei... ask i cannot tahan liao... i want to slp le... as now is already 12 le lor.. haha.. nitez nitez...

take care,
joan

Sian la...

2006-07-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

haiz.... i so sian lei... staying at home... all i can do is to play com,watch tv,slpand eat lor... wa lao.. i dun care ar... frm tml onward i want to go out everyday... even i no place to go le... haha... i want to go out b4 i goes to malaysia on next coming sat... haha... i really looking forward to that trip lei... haha... i hope i could enjoy... hee... haiz.... i m so sad lei... i really scare that i will grown fat again.... if i really do... i will be damm sad le lor... wo hao bu rong yi slim down... i dun want to grow fat le.... i have been eating lots of fattening food this few days... haiz... i must control myself le.... cannot stay at home liao... i rather now i in sch lor... haha... althought sch only study study... then also very sian la... but hor... at lease i never think of food... haha...haiz... anyway... this holiday is the most boring holiday i ever have... i really have to think where to go le... frm next mon onward... if not i will get rotten soon le lor.... haha... by the way... who know when or how can we check our GPA... can teach mi... pls... thanks... i have to stop le... if not i will go mad... haha

take care,
joan

World Cup...

2006-07-06T03:18:00.000+08:00

haha.... i cannot imagin... it is already 3 plus in the morning and i have been slping since yesterday night till now... haha.... i think i will not slp till later afternoon le ba.... i hope later in the afternoon my sis and bro dun bring their frenz back so that i can have a good rest ba... haha.... haiz... i m hungry now... and i dunnoe wat to eat... as now is early in the morning... where got things to eat ar.... haha... i really very hungry wor... anyone has food... can send it to mi through the com ma... haha... jkjjk... now having a soccer... purtugal vs italy.... guys who u support ar... haha.. i dunnoe who i support lei... haha...any country win i also happy la... hee... i think at this time u guys are having a nice slp ba... haha... ok lor... nitez nitez... to those are slping now.... and morning to ppl who read my blog in the morning... and afternoon to ppl who are very sian and no place to go and come to my blog de...haha... i think i contiue to watch my soccer ba.. hee...

take care,
joan