Thursday, March 01, 2007
i really dunnoe how to be a person lor... can anyone teach mi.... teach mi to be a person tat everybody enjoy to wif....haix... y i do everything also wrong de... i really regret living in this world.... haix.... problem are coming more and more lor... one haven solve one comes again.... y lei tat... u know sometime i really feel of killing myself ma.... haix... no one know lor... i never show it out because i dun want u all to know... but i really cannot tahan le.... i have been tahan for 17 yrs le... and i really want to let it go in a right way... but i dunnoe how....haix.... i dun want to leave because there are more important ppl ard mi... i cannot make them sad.... but they have hurt mi... and they didn't know at all...haix...and then it turn ard to be my fault... ok lor... then be it lor... my fault my fault la... all my fault la.... happy....
i really dunnoe lor... haix... i hate to make u sad.... but everytime i tell something u dun like u will haix haix... then i also dunnoe wat to do lor... haix... i rather go die la... then u dun need to so sad liao... and nobody can hurt u le lor....haix....
i want to cry lor... but i cannot la... haix... i dun want to talk le la...if u really angry wif mi... then be it ba.... i m not the person u know mi le....haix...
HATE MYSELF..... HAIX
take care,
Joanne
Blogged
@ 8:49 PM
take care,
Joanne -