haix haix haix.... i today morning then know tat hse wei lun left us jus like tat... haix... she is such a pretty person and her smile is so sweet... i really dun believe tat she has jus left us like tat lo... until i say the news in the yahoo.... how can she jus left jus... how can she go wif the death god.... don she know tat there is alot of ppl want her to recover??? haix... maybe... it is really the time she has to go le...haix... i hope tat she can rest in peace.... and hope she can live more happier in her new world then in this world... pray for her...

i have saw lot and lot of these cases... and i have never forget how my friend had left us jus like tat.... it has been a mark in my brain le... never ever forget de lor... i really v pericous my life... and i live enjoy every moment that i spend wif my family and my dear... beacause nobody know wat happen tml or next de rite... haix.... i will make sure i will leave no regret everyday.... hee...

guys.. u all must take care of urself k....i dun want anyone to left mi.... i really scare... pls...

take care,
joan
Blogged @ 9:34 PM
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Joanne -

hmmmm.... i so tired lo.... haix... tml still need to go out again... haix... dunnoe still got the strength to walk anot... y every fri comes... i feel so sleep de... huh... aiyoyo... maybe three days of 6 o'clock... and then morning have to wake up so earlie also... haix... sleepy ar... haix... since i promise dear to go out le... then i will go out if him tml lo... really v the tired la... haa... bt for his sake then go out walk walk wif him lo... haha... we also v the long never go out walk walk le.... always... go sch... and after sch meet.. then go home liao... haha...

by the way... yesterday is my sis de birthday.... wish her a belated birthday... she ar... make mi broke le... and mi now have no money lo... also dunnoe tml how lo... aiyo... see how ba... hee... and yesterday also our 5th mth lo.... happy to be wif him for the last 5th mth.. althought there were sudden up and down... that mi so shocked and sad... haha... bt all this are pass le... all i know is when i want to talk... i need to think through my brain... then speak... hee... i have learn my lesson le... and once is enought for mi le... i m scare le... bt i still not going to forgive myself...haix...

ok la... i better go slp le... i really damn tired...nitex nitex

To dear...if u saw my blog today(25/01/07)u tml go to sch urself k... and u want mi to morning call u... sms mi the time ba...hee...i go slp le...muackz

take care,
joan
Blogged @ 9:48 PM
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haix.... i have a v bad day today... rite in the earlie in the morning my dae already v bad le... in the morning i meet dear le... then we go take 800 at his huse de busstop... and alot of sec sch ppl also in the bus ma... then there is jus a gal rite beside my dear.... and i was jus sitting beside him... then the gal onli pri sch nia... and she keep steping on to my dear de shoes or wat la.. i dunnoe la... and he told mi... and i start to scold him... and i didn't notice tat he is hurt so much till we reach tampaniese.... his face was so sad.... and i ask him wad happen... he told mi nthing... and i don believe.. but since he say nthing... then i dun ask him le lo... and we went up to the bus.... think after a few stop... i do something that let my heart broke all the way down... and i ask him again... wad happen... and he say nthing lor... then we reach sch le... and i start to sms him and he start to tell mi wad happen... and i m so angry abt myself.... y m i so stupid... make ppl feel so sad and still dunnoe lor.... and i was so angry till i was crying... and no one knew it at all... till i told them lor... and i told myself... i will never forgive myself de... and somemore tml is our anniversary le lei... and today come this problem.... haix.. hope tml will be better ba... hee

take care,
joan
Blogged @ 8:35 PM
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Joanne -

hmmm... today i never get to see my dear at all.... because he go and have his NS checkup ma... haha....and he seems so tired... and now he is slping at home... haha... hope tml we can meet earlie earlie lo...haha...

today nothing much lo... i was so tired until i was slping in my lesson wor....if my mum get to see this... she sure will tke knife and kill mi de... haha... actually not so serious la... haha.... she will start to nag nag onli la... haha...

on sat i when out wif dear,his sis and his mother lei.... we went to brought his huse de new tv.... his tv spoil le ma... then go buy a better one... today they delivery to his huse le... haha... dunnoe how is it le... hmm... hope that tv can accompany them many many yrs lo...

anotther i want to say.... i yesterday i went to his huse.... and he can on his tv lei... for two to three hours lei... also no problem lei... omg... then he told his mum... and they decied to give it to ppl... haha... but i dunnoe she gave le anot... hee...

stop here le la.... b4 u all slp infornt of my blog lo.... heee... nitex nitex...

take care,
Joan
Blogged @ 8:08 PM
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Joanne -

hmmm.... after so manny week... i m finally free for a few day le... haha... i really feel so stress lo... haix.... stress till dunnoe how lor... i also dunnoe wat to do lor... how huh.... dun say le la... say abt other things ba... i everyday study till so late de lor.... everybody can go home so earlie... onli our class can onli go home at 6 lor... so unfair de lor... haix... i also want to go home earlie earlie la... then my dear will not have to wait for mi till late late le.... i really hope that our timetable can change to a better one.... and our course is making all of us stresst like siao like dat... also dunnoe how to do... haix.... dunnoe la.... dun want to say le la...

i recently like treating my dear not gd lor... haix... i also dunnoe y lor... i jus simply to tired to say or acting on anything le lor... i everyday de mood is so damn not good de lor... even laughing or smile in fornt of ppl... bt my heart is not having good mood de lor... haix... i dunnoe wat to do la... i onli feel better when it is weekend lo... haix... dunnoe la... hope i can adapt these kind of timetable soon ba... hee... sry dear... lately treat u like tat... hope u really dun mind and let mi have time to change back to my usual mi ok... hee....

take care,
Joan
Blogged @ 9:59 PM
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Joanne -

hmmm.... i nw so sian... my dear fell aslp le.... he say want to go watch moive de.... think cannot watch le ba... because now going 3 le.... and i 6 must go home le... somemore he haven bath yet lo... haha.... if he go bath now... also cannot watch lo... because after he bath le... will be 3.30 le lor... haha....maybe next time then go watch lo....left two more days.... sch reopen le... haha... dunnoe shld happy or sad lor.... my lesson everyday till 6 lo.... wth....expect for monday and fri.... haha.... i rather go sch early then go home early lo....then go to sch late and go hone late lo... haix.... y teacher like tat de... omg.... then some more our break alot alot lo...haha.... during break also dunnoe wat to do lo.... haix.... hope teacher can change our timeable la... aiyoyo.... haha.... say and say... mi feeling sleepy also... haha... stp saying le la... hee....

take care,
joan
Blogged @ 2:43 PM
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Joanne -

hmmm... lately i dunnoe y got some stupid feel lor.... i also dunnoe how to decribe lo.... haix.... izzit i miss my frenz too much... or my dear is grautating soon le.... and he has not much time to accompany mi for the next three mth lei.... hmmmm.... maybe ba.... aiyo.... tell u all the true.... i myself also dunnoe lo... can anyone help mi anot.....haix.... really hate that feeling lo... haix haix haix...i really dunnoe wat to do la.... haha.... dun want to say le la... lets talk other things baa... today i went to dear de ah ma huse....and talk to his ah ma.... his ah ma... ask him ques.... he also dun understand.... need mi to translate to him lo.... haha... so funny.... hmm... then we at first decied to lot 1.... but then is too late le... then we went to np and walk walk lo... haha... then we go home le lo.... haix... better stop writing le la... hee...
(to dear: haha... make u worry le la.... nothing much la... after writing here... i feel a BIT better le.... hee)

take care,
Joan
Blogged @ 9:19 PM
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Joanne -

hmmm.... today is the first day of the year..... wish everyone a happy new year wor.... any wishes... haha.... think i also have some wishes... but cannot say out... hee.... keep it in my heart can liao....haha... i really hope that all my wishes could come true.... haha.... hmmm... after two weeks.... i finally saw my dear le....haha....i really miss him alot... haha...spend the whole day wif him lo....thats was the happy moment of the day le... haha... he say he tml cannot come out... and then want mi to go to his huse... but... i dunnoe i can go anot lo... haix... hope i can ba... hee.... stop here le la... nthing to say le.... nitez nitez

take care,
joan
Blogged @ 11:22 PM
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Joanne -