Thursday, August 03, 2006
i so long never come up and blog le... haha... anyway i m back... haha...
haiz... today i saw my friend jessica wif her frenz in C1.... and i was so happy lei... then hor... she was talking to her frenz la... then never see mi lor... then i walk away.... after awhile i walk back and she saw mi... and i told her that "i was beside u just now "and "u did'nt saw mi..." then she say "u also never call mi..." then i told her "u was talking to ur frenz lor..." after that she add a scentence...''u jealous ar'' and i think through and i was really jealous lor.... somemore just now i go back home... i saw her again...and she was laughing wif her frenz... by then my jealouies really very strong lor... haiz... i really hate myself... y m i so selfish... can't i let my frenz go and have more frenz....sometime i really hope that all my frenz has only mi as their frenz lor.... but i cannot so selfish de lor.... i cannot de lor.... because have freedom to have more frenz lor...haiz... sometimes i really damn hate myself de lor...
haiz haiz haiz haiz.....
take care,
joan
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take care,
Joanne -