hi...last few dae never come and update because i simply not free and tired lor...i guess i everyday reach home at 8 plus ar.... haiz... thats y... i never come and blog... haha.... i today also go to sch lor... because of the guitar concert lor... then i go and do arshering lor... haha... i go at 10 and i manage to get something to do at 3plus lor... siao one right so early ask us to go... then never ask us to do work....but at lease we manage to see some handsome guy.... and one of my frenz is so high as she saw her so call mr right... haha... then the concert start at 4.30.... end at 7 ba... i at 6.45 i go off le... haha.. because yi han has wait for mi since 5plus ba... i think.... then when he reach sch he saw his classmate and we went to karaoke to sing some song.... i at first dun want to sing de lei... then hor he force mi to sing if not i cannot go home... haha... so i sing lor... after singing we went to our sch resturant to eat our dinner.... eat and eat..and we forgot the time le... and i wanted to take taxi to go home de lei.... but i no money... so cannot take lor...haha... then both of us were worry that we will get scoldings... because we reach home nearly at 11 le lor... luckily both my parent are not at home ar... if not i die die ar....haha... luckily he also never get scolding ar... haha.... anyway... yi han thanks for accompany mi go home today.... haha.... thanks alot...hee...


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joan
Blogged @ 11:19 PM
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arrrrr..... i m so fan lor.... can someone tell mi y.... the moment i wake up... i m feeling very bad le...then the feeling has been wif mi for the whole day lor... my chest is so men(translate in hanyu ping ying)lor... and then have the feeling of crying... but i keep controling myself alot... i smile very little today lor... only when we are election for the class rep then i got laugh abit... but lesson comes... that feeling comes back le... i feel like telling someone... but i dunnoe who to tell lei... so never tell anyone lor... haiz... everything i do dun seems to be right lor... how... can some one tell mi... haiz...

things has happen today... my frenz... has just broken wif his bf.... and i know she is only smile to let us feel more better and dun let us worry abt her... i hope she will feel better soon...k... no matter wat... u have us here... even i not to close to u la... i hope u could acutally find someone and to talk to k... haiz...

i hope this feeling of my can go off as soon as possible...because this feeling very terrible lor... haiz... i think i go rest ba... so that i dun feel so terrible.... haiz... nitez nitez


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Blogged @ 10:12 PM
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haiz... having a headache now lei... really headache le lor... first day of sch already headache le... then the rest of the days how... sure die liao... haiz... haha.. i today so paiseh lei....my stupid phone la... dunnoe y when one hour faster lor... then mi wake up at 5am and the time show mi 6am lei....wa lao...then i went to call my frenz up lor... and he say that "now 5plus only lei.."and i wanted to agure de lei... but hor i end up calling 1711 then i believe is 5plus only lei... haha...make mi so malu lor.. haha... but never mind la... it has pass le... anyway... today sch also never study lor... mainly on brifing only lor...so also nothing much... so i think i stopping here le...


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joan
Blogged @ 9:08 PM
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haha... i so happy today lei... because i very long never go exercise lei... just now i went to play badminton wif my cousins,my sisters and one of my frenz...haha... anyway... thanks him for accompany us to play wor... haha... we play like so siao like that... we was laughing like hell lor... also dunnoe we are playing or laughing session lei... haha... i want to play again... because i enjoy today alot... haha...but hor... my leg very tired now... and i very sure i tml my hand sure pain de lor...haha...but i like it... can slim down... haha...i hope i can persevere lor... haha.. because i always do thing half de....haha


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joan
Blogged @ 10:31 PM
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haha.... i m so happi now lei... as i have just met my sec frenz... joe... in the msn... we are having a great fun in it... haha... she has her own com le lei.... haha... then she can online often and talk to mi le.... haha....i hope all my frenz can come back to my side lei....haha... i wish this day will happen lei....haha...oh ya... yesterday... i also meet my pri sch frenz lei... but hor... i forget to get her number lei... that is the thing that i regret the most... i hope in the future i could meet her and ask for her number and so on.... haha...i today hor never go for my guitar meeting lei... then hor... i dun need to go for ashering le lor... also good la... now i can choose which one i want to quit le... because i dun want to have to much of cca's la... haha....i think i will be quiting my guitar club.... but not now yet la...haha...let mi think and ask for suggestion first...hee...

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Blogged @ 9:47 PM
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haha... just came back from student council meeting...i have been sent to be same committe as li fen... haha... thats means that i m in the CCA committe lor... haiz... i think u guys also blur blur liao... haha.. ok.. i enjoy to be in my committe now... and i hope i still contiue to enjoy...hope we could go throughall the bitter,sour,ect together lor... hmmm... oh ya.. i notice lately i have been knowing ppl that are born in december de lei... no matter is same age as mi annot.... they are always behind my birthdates... haha... thats strange right...i also thing so.... haha

haiz...let mi say something abt my yesterday nitez...i was write testi with my frenz...i dun want to say who is he...because i think he shld know who is he la... and we were writing testi happily... then he was also talking to his frenz on the phone... i also dunnoe what happen... he suddenly told mi that he is feeling sad.. and i try to concern him...and told mi something and that sentence of word do hurt ppl alot... maybe if u guys saw that sentence of words...u also will feel sad de lor...haiz.. i knew that he is not on purpose de la...due to that ppl are his important frenz or watever...i also felt very hurt...that y...i say sorry to him... and my testi left only.. **haha**.. and **haiz**... i hope this sentence dun come out again... if not i m not going to concern anyone anymore... because it hurt alot...haiz....

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joan
Blogged @ 5:12 PM
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haiz... i m once again sick.... i haven been sick b4 our holiday and i was sick when the holiday is ending soon.... how can it be like that de... haiz... i really hope i can recover very soon lei... because i feeling very terrible now... haiz...if at night my fever does when down... i will go and see doctor le la... so dun worry k... hee... i m so sad when i think abt my guitar chairman.... she was so kind,cheerful,helpful ect....i was so shock that she left was just like that and i didn't know till friday lei....thats y friday i was so sad... second person had left my side le... and i have learn to cherise my friend even more le... even friend that i m not that close... i also must cherise wat ever time we had....i m feeling so bad as i never when for her funeral.... zack even thought i didn get to know u very well... but i hope that u will be more happy in ur another world now...k.... i also believe u dun want us to get sad too...just give us sometime to put u in our heart.... take care... i miss u alot...guys out there can promise mi... dun leave my side pls.... i really cannot effort to lost another friend le... haiz... promise mi k...


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joan
Blogged @ 12:30 PM
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haiz... i m so sleepy liao le lei... haha....**oops**...i forgotten to tell u that i went to Malaysia ytd la... haha... i want to a place which is sort of kampong lor... so relax over there lei... can sing,can play,and ect.... we yesterday even put fireworks lei... this is the first time lei... then i very excited lor... haha... i was like siao girl there lor....haha... shouting like siao lei... haha... haiz... i really enjoy alot lei.... then i also stay night till 3 lor.... because i was playing cards wif my aunty and uncle lor... we play till 1 plus ba... then i return to my room... and i heard that my mum is vomiting... so i also dun dare to slp la... because i scare she faint... till my dad come in.... then i took some rest... then woke up at 7 plus... then we left there at 11... and i reach home at 5 lei.... very early hor... by the way.. i guess i having food poisoning le... haiz...

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Blogged @ 6:54 PM
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haiz... haiz....i m so sad lei.... i haven been very sad since yesterday liao... yesterday..i went to pray.... then i was so happy at first... because there got lion dance and dragron dance too...then some of the god even come down and look at the lion dance too... dun think to much... the god come down as they are in the human body la... after all the lion dance finish le... one of the god when back to heaven i think....then hor... the guy who the god was at... was awake le... he wanted to go home then he cannot lor... because he was block by one of the god... because the god wanted to go to his body la... then hor... i also dunnoe what happen la... then alot of ppl there la... i also kapo ma... then go there and see lor... then i was seeing him drinking some water la.. with somthing inside....he only took a slip le... then the god went up to his body liao... haha... frm that incident i was shock by it... and i was feeling very weird frm there onward that y i feeling so sad now.... haiz.... i think this feeling will be going to be with mi for dunnoe how many days ar... haiz...

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joan
Blogged @ 11:28 AM
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haiz... few days le ba... i haven been having a nice slping in the nitez lor.... haiz... very long never like that liao le lor... haiz... luckily the next day no sch ar... haha... i hope today i can have a really nice slp wor... to replace thoes day that i have not been having nice slp... haha... today i also went to my ah ma huse... i go her huse she seems so happy lei... haha... then next time i must go her huse more often le.... so that she can be happy ma... haha... she happy,i will also happy.... haha...
ah ma... i love u alot wor...muckz.... haha... ok la... quite late le... i want to go slp le... nitez nitez...


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joan
Blogged @ 10:52 PM
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haha... very thing has pass... haha... i think too much le la... lucky you to talk to mi first... if not i also dunnoe how to talkto you le ... haha... see la... all ur testi fault... haha... i first time wrote testi like talking to ppl de that...haha... so xin xian lor... haha...haiz... i also dunnoe how many testi can we still write lor... haha....i m kind of out of topic le wor... haiz... see how ba.. hee...

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joan
Blogged @ 10:39 PM
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haiz...i m feeling so bad now...haiz... i m so sorry... i really hope u dun angry wif mi k... i know u are very eager to tell mi wat happen to u la... but i was forces by my father to go to slp... and u are also busy ar...haiz... i really hope u dun mind k... pls pls...if u read my blog and u are not angry wif mi at all... can tell mi... so that i will not feel so bad...and u shld know who are u la... and to u all that i not refer to... i m ok... dun worry... i just feeling very bad la... haiz... i hope u still tell mi wat happen to u k... if dun wish to tell mi...its ok de... hmm... really... just dun angryy wif mi can le...k... hope to heard that u are not angry wif mi k... i really wish.... haiz...and i hope i will feel better later... guy out there dun worry i m fine....

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joan
Blogged @ 11:45 AM
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haiz... left one more week i will be going to malaysia le... haha... i go also not to long la... only two day and one night only la... haha... i really looking forward lei.... haha... because alot ppl is going... haha... but i will be missing my dear and jess and some of my frenz here de.... haha... haiz... i today dunnoe y lor... mad mad de lor... haha... haiz.. dun care la... anyway... later got soccer again... i dunnoe i can wake up anot lor... haha... as i m very tired le...haiz... see how ba... i think i stopping here lei... ask i cannot tahan liao... i want to slp le... as now is already 12 le lor.. haha.. nitez nitez...

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joan
Blogged @ 11:37 PM
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haiz.... i so sian lei... staying at home... all i can do is to play com,watch tv,slpand eat lor... wa lao.. i dun care ar... frm tml onward i want to go out everyday... even i no place to go le... haha... i want to go out b4 i goes to malaysia on next coming sat... haha... i really looking forward to that trip lei... haha... i hope i could enjoy... hee... haiz.... i m so sad lei... i really scare that i will grown fat again.... if i really do... i will be damm sad le lor... wo hao bu rong yi slim down... i dun want to grow fat le.... i have been eating lots of fattening food this few days... haiz... i must control myself le.... cannot stay at home liao... i rather now i in sch lor... haha... althought sch only study study... then also very sian la... but hor... at lease i never think of food... haha...haiz... anyway... this holiday is the most boring holiday i ever have... i really have to think where to go le... frm next mon onward... if not i will get rotten soon le lor.... haha... by the way... who know when or how can we check our GPA... can teach mi... pls... thanks... i have to stop le... if not i will go mad... haha

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joan
Blogged @ 1:58 PM
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haha.... i cannot imagin... it is already 3 plus in the morning and i have been slping since yesterday night till now... haha.... i think i will not slp till later afternoon le ba.... i hope later in the afternoon my sis and bro dun bring their frenz back so that i can have a good rest ba... haha.... haiz... i m hungry now... and i dunnoe wat to eat... as now is early in the morning... where got things to eat ar.... haha... i really very hungry wor... anyone has food... can send it to mi through the com ma... haha... jkjjk... now having a soccer... purtugal vs italy.... guys who u support ar... haha.. i dunnoe who i support lei... haha...any country win i also happy la... hee... i think at this time u guys are having a nice slp ba... haha... ok lor... nitez nitez... to those are slping now.... and morning to ppl who read my blog in the morning... and afternoon to ppl who are very sian and no place to go and come to my blog de...haha... i think i contiue to watch my soccer ba.. hee...

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joan
Blogged @ 3:18 AM
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haiz.... today so sian lor... then hor i was so surpise that my frenz will call mi... i thought that call is penny lor...or shawn lor.... beacause they want to come my huse and use com ma... how i know is he ar.... give mi a shock lei.... u guys ar.... i know u all thinking alot lor....pls la... dun anyhow think can.... both of us only good friends lor.... always say he is my bf.... anyhow ar.... say alot also no use... i believe how much i explain also no use lor... as long i m innocent can liao lor... haha... haiz... so sian lor... i also dunnoe wat to do... so decied to write blog lor... but come here also dunnoe wat to say... because today the whole day i m at home lei.... haiz... damm sian de lor... go out also dunnoe where to go...stay at home also dunnoe wat to do... arrrrr... dunnnoe la... if i countiue to stay at home... i soon will go fat de lor... cannnot make myself fat le.... i have make myself slim down le... i cannot make myself grow back le... haha... i swear... haha.. i think i stop here le la...

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joan
Blogged @ 5:23 PM
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ufan arrrr..... haiz.... having a great headace now lor... haiz... i dunnoe la.... shld i go to sch... i will go if only i know wat is the time for the interview....haiz... really very fan ar... i hope li fen can help mi.... if not i also dunnoe wat to do le lor... haiz... if i really really cannot get to knw the time.... then i tink i dun want to go le... haiz... y teacher want to choose mi to be a councillors... i also dunnoe.... haha... i scare i too busy then i cannot accompany my friend le... how... haiz... but my mum wants mi to go lor.... haiz...i really wish that they can dun choose mi... really... but if they choose mi... then i have to do la... wat to do... life always have up and downs de ma... haha... aiya.... see how later ba... today is a bad holiday for mi....oh ya... later who can accompany mi to go causway... i alone lei... if u can, can sms mi or call mi... thanks...

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joan
Blogged @ 9:12 AM
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